bear with it

hump. this is gonna be a very long post again. cos i got lots of things to say here.

ahem. ok lets talk abt friendship again. why on earth mus some people be such a shuang mian ren lei. why huh? dun understand this kind of people lor. jus be true to yourself can le ma, why mus treat one person so good infront then talk bad abt the person at the back lei. are u jealous about something? but what there's to jealous about when whatever you wan you will get it. and also hor,i dun even give a f. damm tat nobody likes me lor, cos i got best friends and i do not need those friends tat treat me good infront of me and backstabbed me behind. this is so xu wei la. i think this kind of people shoulden't exist to hurt people anymore. why shan't they jus disappear infront of my sight. forget it lar. no matter what u say, i will jus hack care, and also i cannt trust you snymore. cos u have alr hurt me twice.

ok, enough of all the stupid and wu liao stuff. haix,actually today liting,yingying,lay yoong and me are going to watch 27dresses de,budden because of some circumstances,we never go. but we are going on friday aft school. so i came to my aunty house to do some work and aaron went to swim. then jus actually after liting facial i should go and meet her de, budden too late le,i still need to iron clothing and aaron sick and he also need to have an early rest for tml school. so i never meet her le. so ps.

oh ya, then hor the stupid school have alr implement a new school rule. and tat is from the effect of 1st feb, if absent without valid reson, there will be a 5demerit point instead of 1demerit point. sian right after hearing this news, somemore in order not to let us regret, hey let us sign a agrement letter. so jian. dun like it. humps.

okk, i wanna go eat dinner le,then aft tat go home bath and iron clothing then go bed wait for grandma to reach home. buaiz

outing tml...yes!

hohohoho, long time never blog le. also forgot how many days liao. hack care lar. cos this is my territory. nvm about all this.

well, my granduncle just passed away on sat and tats about 2days ago. its was all so sudden, nobody will expect it to happen. so there was no funeral or anything, and his body was cremated on sun morning. although he is not so close to me, after all he is still my relative and my heart actually hurt when i saw the coffin being pushed into the fire.

then on sunday, yingying and ah yoong came to gombak to find me... cos they wanna buy nds. hmmmz, now we all the 5 gals got nds le. hehe, mario kart coming. hmm, thinking back i was the first to buy nds. cos i love to play game ma, so i bought lor, then aft tat is tricia then follow by liting(also love to play game de) then now is yingying and ah yoong(love to play game). but hor, must also concentrate on studies while playing. if not result surely go down down down de.

then today lesson was interesting. hehe,cos i'm not listening and me,ah yoong, yingying, liting, cedric and nelson playing mario kart. ten the funni thing is tat when we are forming group to compete with each other,we saw another group. so out of curiousity, we join tat group and the connection is so damm lan lor. cos we think is te next class people playing also ba. but in the end, the person quit and we create a group again.

tml we are going out to watch movie ---------- 27 dresses!!! hehe, gonna wear nice nice and go out. but cannt spend too much. out of cash sia.

kk le, i wanna watch e zuo ju 2 wen alr. buaiz

friday again!

friday seems so fast man. its seems like its monday yesterday and guess wad, tml is saturday! and tat means i have to finish all my note taking my today cos tml and sun have to work. haix. ming ku. but nvm, geeting salary is the motivation.

liting jus ask me whether wanna go for a drink tml night aft work. but dunno grandma let not. cos sun also need to work. sad :(

:)

now i'm currently not at home. i'm at my aunty house. these pics on top are some of the clothes tat meiying jie made. nice right. but these are some of them onli. and this 3 are the ones i love most.

hehe,now i'm so damm smelly and dirty,from aft school till now i haven bath yet. haha.

k lar,talk no more. need to go home and bath. ltr following meiying aunty and jasmine aunty to jurong point to shop for grandma birthday present and uncle derrick's new clothes. bb

feelings feelings feelings

well, 4days ago and tat is sat. its mummy death anniversary. time really files, calculate properly, mummy have alr passed away for 9years. wow! actully now if ppl ask me whether i will miss her or think of her, my ans is yes! in the night i will also dream abt her looking aft me when i was young, but when i woke up,its all jus a dream. how i really wish tat mummy is not dead and she i still aline to be beside me looking aft me.
from some ppl point of view,i'm not grown up, but in actual age,i'm alr 18. the main reason tat i'm still acting as if everything i need to ask b4 i do is because i wanna care and concern. yes i know tat grandma gave me lots of care and concern, but tats not enough. i wanna mummy love.

lets not talk abt this anymore, yesterday i went to granduncle stall to help out a while. then as we are getting ready to go home. i went upstairs to get some things. then i dunno tat the china guy(granduncle's worker) -- ah qiang was also upstairs. so on the way up, i heard footsteps so i tot its aaron, so i out my head down. then when the sound of he footsteps is coming nearer, i jumped out and shouted "BOO!". and guess wad, i scared th china guy instead of aaron. i really didn't mean to scare him u see. cos i really dunno tat he was upstairs. so sorry man!

its friday today!

oh, thak god man. y? cos mr tan is a good guy and we are having alternate day lesson. tat mean today supposingly should have both principles of comm and hospitality sales, but in the end mr tan says tat this week we will be having principles of comm and nxt week we will be having hospitality sales. good guy right. so its like we ended lesson abt 12plus today. and the actual timing we should end if mr tan did not change the timetable is 4.45pm. see the difference. 3hr plus difference lei. woooohoooo!love him.

then last night i made a set of fake nails and i wore it to school today. i love this pattern tat i made luh, cos the colour combinaton is sweet and i did not use any diamond. all i use was jus stickers tat made it look sweet and simple. lols. then aft school me, tricia, ying2 ad lay yoong we went to westmall kopitiam to eat. i drank fish soup as usual. although i decided not to continue on the product, but i still wanna slim down, but without the help of any medicine or products. all i need is my perserverance and motivation. cos i heard from cecilia tat with the use of medicine, yes it will help u to cut down on ur appitite, but once u stop eating the medicine from the doctor. once u eat, u will grow 2X bigger in size. and i too agree with it cos aunty dawnna is a good example.

nvm with all the stuff above. chinese new year is coming. and i've alr bought all the clothing tat i want. fast?!i bought a total of 3dresses, 1 shorts, 1tube. tats all enuf for my chinese new year. and the best thing is tat i got 5days holis. cos wed i do not have any lesson, then thurs and fri is a public holis an last but not least is sat and sun. yea! a total of 5days to rest form all the tiring and heavy burden of school work. chinese new year, ni lai de zhen shi shi hou.

kk, say till here le. i need to do my work and off to bath.

:( no mood in anything

well, yesterday i went to taka to meet up with cecilia with liting. the result was ok. in jus 1 week, my tummy there slim by 3cm. then somemore i got snack in between lei. still got such good result come out also happy.

then today is a difficult day for me to pass. the principles of communication teacher can physco ppl to sleep de. in jus less than 1 min i think, he can say abt 1000 words ba. so damm chang qi lar. lols
then jus a shocking news was released to me. i totally no mood in doing anything lor,dunno why. i know although i know u less than a year, but we laugh together, gossip together, eat together and go shopping together. but no matter wad life has to go on right. and its ur decision,i will respect although i do not agree with u.

we will still meet up and u still can call me when u need a listening ear. :)

wednesday isn't a school day anymore :)

yea! hooray is the only word to describe the feeling now man. cos no more school on wed anymore. yes! i'm so damm happy luh. can sleep late on tues night and wak up late on wed morning.

well, yesterday didn't have the mood to blog although i was online. yesterday too tired. actually my motive yesterday online was to do mr norman notes, but i ended up going to facebook, baidu, friendster and my usual computer games. so my notes tat was suppose to be done yesterday was not done and ltr i'm gonna do it. hmmmz, ltr before going to meet liting to go see cecilia together i need to deliver kueh to my granduncle's stall first, so tat ltr grandma need not tak such heavy things.

yesterday was a long and difficult night to pass man, cos i was waiting for grandma to come back from coffee shop, but in the end i fell asleep. luckily i onli shut my eyes for abt like 5min(i think) then grandma came back. and guess wad, i was energetic aft tat. and due to last night i slept late, i couldn't wak up early enuf to accompany grandma to the market. but grandma in the end shout at the top of her voice to pull me up.

oh ya, yesterday i also bought a new flavour of cig. its ice mint(marlboro). its even colder than viceroy lor. but i quite like the taste. hehe.

k le lar, say till here, going to bath le. ltr bringing the kueh to bt gombak than meeting liting le. bb.

first day in school :(

hmmz, today is the first day of shool aft the long long holis. well, i did have a fruitful holis as i was working in my granduncle's new stall tat was open next to the coffee shop tat he was firstly situated at. although i earned alot, but i also spent alot. scary... ... ... ... ...

then hor i wanna say what has happened today. cos i think it was my most unlucky day of my life. and the reason is tat i was being chosen by the PMS teacher -- ms goh as the class rap for the lesson. omg lar, how can i be a class rap. and then hor, i keep on reject teacher, but the rest of the class keep on pass their money to me. and by this action, they have agreed with the teacher to chose me as the class rap. even my 2 friends in class also like tat. humps.

today lesson ended early. cos ms lai -- accounts teacher let us off early. so lay yoong, liting, yingying, tricia and me went to pastmaina to have some food. thereafter we went into westmall to have a walk. and i spent money again. lols. spent $13 on a double star necklace and $14.50 at faceshop. omg. then i also bought books at $76. co onli bought accounts and tourism geography book. hehe

long long long post :)

hohoho, well y use red lei?cos its a new year and tml will be a brand new school term...yea!well,actually i wasn't tat excited for school reopen. but during the school holis, i went working and also spent alot alot of $$$.

1. face shop (3mask, 1nail colour, 1nail sticker, 1french nail sticker and 1 moisturizer) -- $48.95
2. guardian (1handphone pouch, toner, perfume, blusher) -- $90.15
3. wattson (hair colour, conditioner) -- $20.35
4. ice lemon tea (2 dress kind shirt) -- $72
5. bugis street (2pair of shoes) -- $35.80
6. popular book store (1purple pen, liqiud correction, rubber, 2pen) -- $8.10

as for the total,i think u all add urself ba...i'm too scared to total it up myself. lols