boring day

stayed home the whole day today. kinda of boring, cos nothing to do, jus sitting in front of the computer, nds, tele and books. nothing else. boring right. this is the only boring sunday i ever had. cos today no work.

well, manage to surpress my craving for cig, cos today when grandma was out for about a few hours, i manage to smoke 1stick. which was a break of record. cos normally during sat and sun i do not smoke, but due to me staying at home for the whole day and not going out, i need at least 1stick. sister says tat recently i'm becoming a heavy smoker, cos once i got home i start smoking about 3-4sticks. actually i can say is tat this is reducing. in the past, i used to smoke at least 1/2 a pkt a day.but now i can smoke a pack of cig for about 3-4days.

stop for all the smoking things. jus at home, mood wasn't tat good. had a quarrel with anuty dawnna. in the end i did not eat my dinner, cos dinner for today was all cooked by her. dun feel like eating the food tat she cooked, afraid tat i might had food poisoning. so around 8plus, me and grandma went to NTUC to purchase some fruits for tml praying at home. then i went to the coffee house to get my dinner. dinner at 9plus is fattening. but nvm, i'm not gonna sleep tat early tonight. but i need to wake up early tml, cos my granduncle promise to bring me for mac breakfast tml. me and my sister is craving for mac breakfast. oh, i miss the mac griddles tat i ate only once. and tat is quite a long time alr.

yea yea yea! tml i gotta eat my mac griddles. i'mLurving it!!!

received a mail in my inbox today. kinda of shocked seeing this person name in my mail box. cos i have not contact him for like 2-3mths le. and tats benjamin(ex-bf). in his mail i know tat he is doing good there. having a good life and happy time in his school. feel happy for him. then he asked me a question "am i attached alr?" i did not reply to his mail. cos i dunno how to say. physically i'm not attached, but mentally i am. cos i have a guy in mind, but i dunno his ans.