Dying Soon!!!God knows i left how many days to live...=)

Recently,i heart and soul is announced dead...The actual reason is not know,mayb is caused by serious virus ba...But i wun care abt all this stuff as nobody cares...Even if i die tml,there will also be ppl clapping and celebrating...But its ok la,cos my heart is dead and i will not feel anything le...Every slash u gave to my heart is pain in the past,but now i'm stone to everything,even those hurtful msg that u send will not mak me cry anymore...Cos my heart is dead...I will not trust anybody anymore in my life except for 1 person,but if that person also chose to betray my trust for her,i might as well jump of the building straight away rather then waiting aimlessly for the day to leave the world...The process of dying will not be pain ba,cos i'm scared of pain...Hmmm,but i think it will not be long also,jus give the god 5 min to finish me and i will not be in this world,then i will not be goin through all the pain given by friendship and kniship and relationship...All this are a torture to me in the past,but now all this are a blessing...Cos i've already think v carefully le,everything has its reason and retribution...So i will not hate the person,i will love the person even more because she teach me how to grow up and also taught me the lesson of whats the real world abt...So now i'm not living in a world of dreams and perfect...In the past,i though everybody is perfect,but not i dun think so,cos i've waken up...I have to thank you...Really...Cos u really teach me alot in the processing of ---...
I will not because of u and drop another tear of mine,cos i think u dun deserve me to cry for u...The onli deserving person to let me cry are those who love me and also teach me wad is reality...And thats my family members and my onli friend in my heart now...Y will things turned into this manner...I also dunno,mayb is a challenge for us to go through,but we fail ba...Thats y everything has changed in jus one night...

I WILL NOT DROP ANOTHER TEAR FOR U FOREVER!!!I WANNA FORGET ALL THE PAIN THAT U GAVE ME!!!GOODBYE FOREVER!!!