=)

This is the pic where i took yesterday with my friend when we were at town shopping...I took it when i was trying a shirt in mango...I like the shirt alot,its very nice...But it cost me a bomb...Argh!!!Spending $$$ again...Hmmm,my daddy found out tat i was smoking...Actually i tot it was my sis who told him,but in the end is i'm wrong...The real person who tell him is my god-bro...I oso dunno when he saw me in bt batok with my friend and i was there smoking...Then it was lyk wth la...LL,nthin to say...

This pic is taken when i'm in e taxi...Going home...Is this hat nice...But it doesn't look good on me right...Cos lyk tat my face looks so broad...Hmmm,cannt cannt cannt...Nxt time cannt wear any hat go out le...Will be damm fat lar...LOL...

Nothing special to say today...Jus be it ba...I jus very fustrated wit U...But no choice u are my friend and i oso cannt be angry wit u the whole of my life...Hmmm,learn to let go...FORGIVE AND FORGET!!!

Busy Day!!!

Wow,today surely is a busy day for me..Wake up abt 8plus this morning,bath then went to my aunt hse for a jog at the gym..Aft tat we went to taka for shopping and she also need to buy some stuff for her clothes tat she made...Every clothing have to go with some accessories..Hmmm,walk till my legs wanna break le,then aft tat we went to arab street to get some cloth for making new clothes...
Jus my aunt(daphane) called me when i'm outside,cos she is going back for alumni dinner and ask if i am going back also so she could drive me there...But i complain to her tat its damm expensive cos its lyk having dinner in school and it cost $35...Hmmm,but lyk tat seems lyk i very long nev go back to school to see the teachers le...Anyway,greenridge is already a memory for me le,cos now i'm studying in a different school and also i have to look forward and not always looking back and not looking forward to the future...Kkies,this is all i have to say for today le...Going home soon...Today have to slp early,cos tml will still be a busy day for me.Argh!!!Having do anything for english yet...Geeta say tat even though is pronoun,we still need to do activities for the slides...Damm it

Today wasn't a great day for me

Hmmm,today we ended our school with my group english presentation...The presentation is lyk --- nothing to say abt the presentation.The teacher actually was "kind" enough to ask us to redo the whole thing...Luckily liting and my slides are lyk touch and go topic...Cos we are doing the slides on pronoun and we are onli emphasising on nouns instead of nouns and pronoun...So we jus need to talk abt the surface of pronoun and tats it...But for the rest of our group members,suai for them lo,they have to do lots of research and oso do wksheet for the class so tat they can knw better for the topic tat we are presenting....
Today the weather oso not too good,so my mood oso not too good...Actually my mood nev follow the weather la,its jus tat got something make me very du lan...I oso dun feel lyk saying it here...But aft saying out to my god-bro,i felt better...He surely knw how to make my day feel better...He is jus lyk my elder bro tat looks aft me very well as a younger sister...Love him bits...
That should be all for today ba...Hmmm,tml going to gym in the morning and having my aunt to sew my skirt to mak it shorter...

Tml is tricia birthday eve!!!

Tomorrow should be a very high day for me,cos there are 2 reason...First is tml is tricia birthday eve!!!Yeah!!!*evil-grin*Well well well,tricia,tml we will treat u super super good de...LOL...Next is tat tml is a friday and if mr norman is not in tml,wow wow wow,tats super good la...But 1 disadvantage is tat got mak up lesson...Idiot la...Jus because today he nev come,he is making up his lesson on monday,darn!!!Monday actually is start at 9am de,all because of him,we have to start at 8am...Then its lyk looking at his face for lyk 2hr30min la...wth!!!I dun wan..His face is super damm boring,then he oso dunno how to ctrl the class...The whole class is lyk taking advantage of him lo,jus because he dun scold and shout at the class,everybody is lyk talking at his lesson...Although i oso sometimes does tat,but i'm not tat noisy la....

Today in school my mood wasn't tat good...I cried in school today...Then its lyk very bad lor me,i showed tricia and liting attitude although they nev de zui me...I feel so bad...Sorry guys!!!I love u all so much!!!Anyway why i cry lei,all because of tat stupid guy name benjamin...His an idiot lar,onli knw how to make me cry...Happy oso cry,sad oso cry...Today he flew back to america,before tat he send me a msg: -
Dear,i'm sorry tat i have make u feel so irritated recently...And i have also read ur blog and i understand ur feelin,so i have decided to forget u as my lover and treasure u as my friend...I'm going to check-in soon...U do not have to call me upon receiving this msg,cos i dun wanna hear u cry...So lets all forget abt the past and ltes walk forward together and start afresh...Bye
Before receiving this msg,i tot it was nthing breaking wit him,but now i knw how painful my heart was,the pain is lyk my heart is being teared into half and i think i need time to heal le...I was lyk crazy today lor,all because of him,i smoke 2 cigar continuously lar...But aft tat i was ok le...All thanks to liting,she always got her way to mak ppl laugh,i love her lots...But sometimes she is scary de lor,dunno what she is thinking de...She is a monster...Jus when the lesson is abt to end,she started her craziness...Till she have lighted a cigar then she started too cool down...But not for me,i continued her craziness on hendry...So sorry!!!He was lyk listening to the music then he waved goodbye to me and tri when he walked pass us,then i was lyk asking where he stayed and he nev ans me...Of cas la,cos he dunno i was talking to him...Luckily brandon called him...But i say"u so proud,call u dun wanna ans me,nxt time dun wanna talk to u le"...Then i walk away...But he oso cannt be bother wit me,cos tri ask them not to care...

Overall,its fun today!!!And oso today when we went for our lunch,it was raining,so we followed lay yoong/yingying and sze hui up the bus and we went to the factory coffeeshop to eat...The food was ok la...Still can accept...

TRICIA!!!HAPPY EVE BIRTHDAY!!!VERY WANTING TO SEE YOU TML =)

I'm very pissed off...

I really dun wanna be so mean to u de,its not me u knw...Treating u lyk tat,makes me feel sad too...Do u knw why i treat u on such cold shoulder,tats because i dun wanna let u have any chance to look back at me anymore...U have such a bright future ahead,why keep on looking back,i have my own way and u have yours,why do u always lyk to look back at the past...I knw we are all very happy during the past and i also feel very blessed having u as my boyfriend...I really feel wad it is lyk to be loved and wad is the taste of real sweetness...But u knw what,u are always letting into me,and alsways me making the decision,do u knw tat u are a guy and sometimes u also need to make decision to go where de lei...I knw u wanna me to be happy by always letting me make the choice,but do u knw i will be irritated too...Having u beside me make me feel very secure,i also dun wanna leave u,but i jus wanna have a single life right now...All i wanna do is concentrate on my studies...So pls dun anyhow think tat i have another boyfriend tats why i wanna a break...Its not tat...I still love u now,but time will fade everything...U will still be a important person in my life,but from now on i will onli treat u as my friend...Not any other kind le...Do u still remember those days when we walk along the beach,me waiting for u to finish your work at your house,cooking dinner with your mother,u teaching me my maths and science...All this will be in my mind,i really never regret knowing you,i also never regret accepting u as my boyfriend...So lets us now break cleanly and put all the past behind our back and look ahead to the future...
But to say something truthful is tat u really make me pissed off this few days,cos why u keep insisting that i have another guy outside lei,why cannt u have jus a simple trust in me...I also can jolly well say tat u have a girl in america tats why u accuse me of having a boyfriend in singapore while u are studying in america...Thats nonsense ok...i have already tell u the real reason of why i wanna a break and i've already told u a thousand and one times le...Why can't it jus get into u and stay there...So stop sending me those irritating message,u should knw my temper,i can anytime switch off my phone or dun ans ur call...Dun believe u can try...

One more thing tat is pissing me off is about another thing but i dun wish to say it out...Cos i think after saying it out,there will be war again...And oso hor,i got things to say lei,am i tat easy to bully...How come everybody is taking advantage of me huh...Being friendly and being good to a friend by helping her do all her things and think for her,then lyk tat means can bully me le lar...Pls ok,i'm not tat easy to bully de,u can try...Wait till u have reach my top most patience and i cannt endure le,u will see how i blast...Then dun say i change le...Cos i have already say before hand...

School's boring!!!

School is boring today lar,cos entertainer nev come,all tricia fault lor,slp nev wake up...Till i call her hse le then wake up...In the end lei,nev come the whole day,then result in me and liting all so boring...Then hor,its not fair oso lor,cos we are heving heel in school then tricia is lyk slping comfortably at home,call her and msg her ask her to wake up dunno how to reply de...So xiang shou of her lar...
Anyway,today we got new friend lei,his name is welly(should be correct ba),he is 26yr old(quite old),but i think he is smoker too,cos when he smile,his teeth are yellowish...Well i oso cannt comment too much cos i also smoke,but i think he smoke too much le lar,till his teeth so yellowish...TRICIA,WHY U DUN WANNA COME SCHOOL TODAY,U KNOWHOW BORING WE ARE NOT!!!BUT NVM,WE DUN HAVE HOMEWORK,BUT U GOT...LOLX,THIS IS THE RETRIBUTION OF NOT COMING TO SCHOOL...

*Yawn*...Feel lyk slping now...Dun feel lyk my style right,cos normally i dun slp in the aftnoon de although sometimes i will feel sleepy...The reason why i yawn is tat my eyes are tired aft a day of revision...From this morning i woke up at arnd 8plus 9am...Aft i bath,i start my econs revision,i finish e revision arnd 1pm then i continue with the tourism chap4(teacher jus teach finish...The aft all the revision,i oso did the wksheet given my mr norman...I very guai right...But i haven do english yet,cos english wed then pass up...See whether tml aft coming back from the coffee shop with my grandma tired not,if i tired then i will leave it till tue...I'm so well planned...But wad if something croppes up in the middle...Nev think of this,cos nothing can be cropped up...Jus not long ago msg ben and da zhong for their work,cos liting went out with her bf today,so she ask me to help her get the work from the 2 boys...I've already did my job my msging them,dunno they got send not...Humps,dun care so much le...OMG,i really dun wan monday to come...Cos presentation will be coming le...Aft the econs one,comes the english one...But i'm quite confident with the english project,cos we have clever ppl in our group...Yea!!!Lyk geeta,ila,brandon and hendry...Then the 3 of us are lyk green bird,dunno anything,dunno how to present...Cos they are lyk older than us,so maybe they knw how to talk bravely infront of so many ppl...But i jus dun dare,although i told tricia saying that there is nothing to be fear of,but as days are nearing,i'm feeling very scared,all becuase of the 2 boys lo...

Blue...Y use blue today is not i not happy,is tricia say tat suju colour is blue,so i use blue...Yeah!!!Today my day was ok ok lor...No climax at all de...Sianx...Onli when we are going home tat time,me and liting tak bus,then tricia tak the train cos she reach home faster...Then its lyk the bus is comin in no time le,but we haven cross the road yet...So i ask liting whether she wanna chiong not...Then she say k,so i was lyk running infront and she is running behind...Then she say dun catch the bus le,very tiring...Then the bus is lyk comin towards our direction and leaving the busstop,i try my luck by waving my hands...And the uncle is a good person,he stop the bus for us and we brought the bus without missing it...Thanks uncle...This is then i call service,not onli service,but good service...LOL...

Today is a very unlucky day for me yea...Early in the morning trap under the rain...Then somemore nev bring umbrella cos ytd oso rain when we are abt to go home,so i dunno where my maid put the umbrella,then i oso lazy to find for it early in the morining...So i have nothing to say la,onli can say tat i suai lor...All i can say tat is thursday is a tattboo for us...We cannt go skul freely and comfortably on thursday de lei...Last week thursday because tricia got a stomachache,we went to school late...Today lei,raining,oso reach school late,but nvm la,cos the whole class oso late ma,so i think should be nev demerit points ba...But we are the last 3 to get into class...OMG!!!I jus hate thursday...Then aft the rain,actually i'm ok de,but when wanna go home tat time,my head suddenly feel very heavy then i oso feel very cold,so i put on my jacket...Then once i stepped into the house,i started sneezing lyk hell...So i pop 2 flu panadols into my body...Hope tml will be ok...Cos tml need to do english project with my english group members,so cannt fall sick,somemore progress test its lyk 1 mth to go onli lor...Cannt slack le...Economis haven start reading yet,luckily tourism start reading le,but today this chap haven read yet,tml bring the tourism book go home le then start reading ba...But today quite interesting la,having laughter with the rest of the class,the feeling is wonderful la...Talking with the rest whom i do not knw during the past 2 weeks,now its lyk friends le...Anyway,i got 1 person to introduce to u all out there...

Ok,this is the funni gal tat i wanna intro(the one holding black handphone)...Her name is call liting,a gal who i got to knw during the first day of school...Can say tat she is my first friend in shatec...The funni parts come: -

Week 1 -- She looks so innocent,talks very softly,walks very slowly,even go toilet oso very slow...But its ok la,cos every person got different speed in doing things...Then i told tricia tat she is very quiet,then tricia say she is not the quiet type de,at first i really dun believe her de lei...Then nightmare came...

Week 2 -- She became a monster...She is crazy at times...When she is boring,she will ask tricia to entertain her,and tricia will be the poorthing one tat being bullied my me and liting when i join in...But its fun la during the process(tricia,dun be offended k)...She became so violent tat i oso told her(liting) tat i dun knw her le...Cos the first impression tat she gave me was lyk quiet quiet and guai guai gal de...But she turns out to be monsterious...LOL,but she is a nice gal...From the pic,can u all see tat its "DO-RE-MI"...

Seasons drink...We support season!!!YEA!!!This 2 icetea and peachtea were drank by me and liting on monday???Should be ba...I oso forgot le...Anyway we drank it during front office operation lesson...I like the teacher alot,she is funni and this also makes us listen in her class,cos she will not make us fall asleep lyk other teachers tat talk so slow and its lyk lullababy tat makes children go to sleep in the night...

Feel so tired today aft a long long day in school...Luckily ms how knws tat we are already half dead then she lessen her lesson by 15min...Although its onli 15min,we already love her alot...Well,today got monday blue,dun quite feel lyk coming to school so early...Hmmm,but no choice...Today is also the first time i feel so stress in school...Cos our economics presentation is due next week...Wad the hell la...We haven started on anything yet...Argh,really very stress...Well cheryl,nothing can be rushed...Jus relax and everything will be over gal...I oso knw tat everything will be over,but the problem is we dunno wad to do with the presentation...Grouping with tricia,liting,benjamin aka ben and tai zhong aka da zhong...Today then discussed wad question each of us wanna do...OMG,we are slow lor...Other groups tat are presenting at a later date have already started discussing,us lei...Monday wanna present le,today then start preparing...OMG,i cannt stand le...Aft the economics presentaion,comes our english presentation...OMG,nouns...What do i knw abt nouns...Nothing...I dunno wad to do and say...I'm stressed!!!

I'm high today as continued frm yesterday...LOL,i really cannt stop laughing cos i'm watching suju full house AGAIN...And i still find it funni...Falling in love with them again...At first i tot that the feeling for suju have faded as times pass cos i nev lyk craz for them lyk how i craz for my taiwan idol...But again,this shows tat i'm wrong...Cos watching the show is making me liking more and more of suju members...Lyk kim hee chul/choi siwon/han gen/eunhyuk...They are all so cute...But not to forget my rightful husband shindong...Actually i till now oso dunno why i will chose him...The first reason is mayb is siying and rest help me chose at first,but aft seeing him more frequently,he looks cute to me u knw...Maybe he is chubby and lyk to do all those cute cute action lyk how hee chul likes to do...
I'm slacking this whole week,haven do my tourism homework yet,onli did some research on the english part,but haven finish yet...The IR thingy haven started yet,cos dunno the rest wanna do wad topic...Hmmm,but the majority of us which is me/liting/tricia will chose the topic tat have leser things to research and thus lesser to present...LOL...We are a bunch of slackers...

Hmmm,today i logged in early to msn,cos i wasn't at home...Why i wasn't home lei,cos home isn't a condusive place for me to study,so i went to my friend hse to study...Aft studying then i switched on my friend laptop to play...Nothing special to do so i came blogging...Quite boring these few day,cos study study and study...But yesterday was really fun,cos everyone is lyk so hyper la...Tell u soemthing,i think under tricia physo,i think i love suju more...Seeing their different MV,i think they are cute la...Esp shindong...Cos he is my hubby ma...But i think tat siwon is getting mire handsome day by day in my eyes...But shindong,dun worry,u will always be the first in my heart...Love ya...LOL...Getting crazy again...Anyway,tricia,update me more on suju k...

Well,this is my 5o dunno wad post le...Today was fun in school lo...I was laughing throughout the 2 wonderful lesson will mr norman and ms diah...They are nice teachers la,but our class love to bully mr norman lo,its lyk everybody is taking advantage of his nice towards our class,well not to say me as well la...Ya,i wanna mention i teacher who is really sucks lo,jus because we late for 15min,she insisted on a L1 la...And L1 means 1/2 demerit points...But anyway our class rep are good ppl,they nev mark tricia,liting and my name...They onli mark the group of boys who are earlier then us by 5min...LoL...

Ok,lets talk abt today lesson...It was damm super funni lo,during the IR lesson tat we had today,liting and i were actively participating in the lesson,we were discussing abt the question tat mr norman gave and tricia was there doing nothing...Well,then we both was lyk bullying her the whole day...Cos tricia say tat she is gonna MC for 1 of these days and she oso predicted tat she is going to be sick...So liting and i was saying tat if on tat day she nev come,we knw tat she is not sick,whereas she is trying to get away from school and liting is gonna tell teacher...Then another interesting thing is tat liting was asking when is tricia birthday and she insisting of giving tricia a birthday present...It was damm funni,laughing out loud today,lyk mad...Liting oso,dunno wad she is trying to say,but keep on talking...Then it comes to english lesson...We had class work...We discussed the worksheet today and i have learned abt 50% of wad the teacher teach,miracle right...Then i was oso suprise tat i could ans the teacher question when she suddenly calle my name...Hmmm,getting along quite well with liting,it seems lyk we have knwn each other for quite long...But she love to message alot(wit her darling),then oso walk super slow...Dunno wad to say abt her walking...Its understandable tat she will walk slow with heels,but she oso walk very slow with falt shoes...Hmmm,then today i realise one thing,she walk slow because her bag is heavy...?!I really love today la,our class is lyk so energetic,cos today is friday?!Then tricia said this TGIF twice...At first i dunno wad does this means,so i ask her and she said it means -- Thank God Its Friday...Cool right...But too difficult to rmb...

Projects are coming along the way...Today hendry ask us whether when we are free to stay in school to do the english project,then we were saying either wed or fri...Then hendry is not free on wed,so we make it on fri...So coming home late on fri...Anyway,i think we are suai lor...Having 2 projects on the same week...Somemore is the 1st group...Lucky right...The first is economics(and the group is being taken by Ben),the second is english(and it was being taken by hendry)...But its alright la,look on the bright side of life...The earlier we end our presentation,the more relax we will be right?!Well,oso need to start on the IR project le,cos mr norman has started on the first lesson of IR already...Liting and I was also discussing which resorts are we suppose to chose...And we decide tat we should chose historical resort/casino resort/all-inclusive resort...Cos she say tat these topic very less to research on,cos got very less of these resorts...So we chose either one...Well,i oso quite lyk this idea of hers...Cos we are all slackers...LOLx...

Enough of all these...Tml is sat,and i wanna study..Why study lei,cos i dun wanna go my granduncle's stall to work...Cos i feel very tiring aft 5days of school and i wanna a rest...Going to meiying hse to use the computer tml,then shun bian relax at her hse aft researching...So tricia,aft u read finish,u will knw how hard working i am...LOL...Anyway,i'm overall happy and happy...Out of words to describe my feeling in school jus now...

Today is the 2nd day of the school...Mr Norman have already started teaching...He teaches ur tourism/IR...The lesson is ok ok,at first we played some games then aft tat continue with lesson...Hmmm,today teacher nev come again..Wakakaz...But hor,got disadvantage de lei,cos will have make up lesson...Oso dunno when he/she is makin up the lesson,cos mabe will be our free time,if not sat...Lame right...Sat oso need to go skul...I dun wan la...
Anyway,today is tat stupid yong wei birthday..>So HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!Hmmm,everybody is turning 17 le,y i haven lei...When will be my turn lei...But oso dunno ppl will still rmb my birthday not...But nvm la,i still got my family members ma...Well,today i oso got to knw somemore ppl...Lyk ying ying and teresa...They are helpful ppl la,they help us wit the locker and teaches us how to use it...Then oso got to knw Aisha,Winson(both are class chair person),hendry,patrick...

Today is my first day of skul...And we had some ice-breaking games as the start of the lesson...Well,the class lokks more lively today...We had laughter throughout the ice-breaking process...Hmmm,knw new friends,and they are : Li ting/Geeta/Da Zhong/Ben...Well,these are also my group members for the next 2 years in economics and tourism/IR...Hmmm,books also bought le...So thick and heavy...Cannt stand,have to bring them to skul everyday...But nvm,i got locker ma...Well,jus break tat time,we went to west mall to meet reachael for breakfast...After eating those sandwhiches made my DTM06',the food tat we went to eat wit rachael cannt be finished...Hmmm,i think the god will not blame me for not finishing the food ba...Today saw rachael,i knw tat i really miss her le...Anyway,tml will be another tiring day le...*Yawns*,luckily tml no nid to go skul too early...Can slp abit late...

*Sobbing*Everybody is playing at sentosa now ba...I'm so bored,nothing to do at home...All i can do is play the computer...Now having computer at home,sitting infront of it almost everyday make me feel bored...Hmmmz,maybe once u have gotten something,u tend not to cherish the object ba...Anyway,i have jus finish baking the biscuits...Smell nice,wonder it taste nice not...But the biscuit came out not too good looking cos of the weather...The weather today is too cooling le...The choco harden up to fast,and i dun have lyk super fast hands to pour the choco on top of the biscuit,so i have to lyk keep on pouring back to the work to make the choco hot again...Today job is much more teadous then the other days making this biscuit,cos the weather is hot...With the sun schoring frm the top...Well,today is the last day where i can have fun le...Tml,school is starting soon and well,cannt see the sun as usual...This feeling make me think of those days working at teck wah...Where we went to work early in the morning where the sun haven rise then go home when the sun have set...Then when we are free early,we feel very happy,cos the feeling under the sun have been a dream for us when working in the factory...Its lyk when u are in the prison and u have no freedom...Onli 1hr out in the sun and the rest of the time u mus be in your own rooms doing nothing...Well,studying in shatec have this feeling...Onli is that we have more break and oso can see the sun for quite a period of time...

Time really files...Tml is sunday and the day aft tml is monday...And this means that i'm starting skul in jus 2 days...OMG!Really dun have the feeling of going back to school...I really lyk the feeling of staying at home watching tele,got ppl serve,then everyday free(except for fri,sat & sun)...The feel is really very good,but not to denied the fact tat this is call rotting at home or slcking at home...Anyway,ltr i'm going to teach jenny tuition then proceed to the gym for some mind relaxing...Ok,enough of all this...Well,today is the green day..Everyone mus wear green,or everybody is encourage to wear green...Cos this symbolize tat we support the earth by not destroying it...Hmmm,jus i msg tricia telling her tat i will not be able to attend sunday gathering and i will be staying at home making choco biscuit and ask her whether she will accompany me back to school during the break to pass the biscuit to rachael...And she says yes...Thanks tricia...

Let me count,another 2more days and i'm starting skul...*Yawns*,thinking of school reopening makes me feel lyk sleeping...Thinking of the boring teachers,classmates all these make me dun have the energy to go to school...But what to do,i have already paid $2000plus,if i dun attend lesson,its really a waste lor...Anyway,not onli me attending tat boring school...Still got tricia and peiching accompanying me in that boring school...*Sign*,sunday is coming,and tat means i cannt go for the gathering at sentosa,wad a waste...Its the last gathering before i start my school...I really feel lyk going...OMG!!!But i think spending the time making the choco cups for rach,tricia and peiching at home while they are having fun in sentosa...Well,i can oso learn frm a show -- God of cookery...When u cannt get something,try to imagine that u are there and oso having fun...I will do that while making those delicious cookies...U wait,monday u will surely have wonderful cookies to eat...Hmmm,should i make a lage box of cookies for the teachers too...Especially mrs lim(admin manager),ms liew(HOD maths) and all the teachers that have taught me before...Think of all these,make me think of something...I still rmb once when i go back to school,i saw ms liew and i told her tat i miss her sooo much,so she moved her face to me and guess wad,i kiss her cheek automatically...Crazy right...Actually at that point of time,i dun feel tat it is not right...Cos i really miss her,so i gave her a kiss...Well,now thinking back makes me think tat i'm on medication tat time tats why i will do this kind of thing...Well,i guess,if monday i go back to school to accompany rachael during my break,if i saw ms liew,i will oso kiss her and say tat i miss her ba...I admit tat although in the past i dislike her,but as time pass,i think tat she is good teacher..>Especially when mr koh have no time to teach me maths,ms liew is the first teacher tat i thought of...And in the end,mr koh got angry,cos instead of asking my own maths teacher,i ask other teacher...

Ok,enough of all the thinking back...Yesterday i said tat kailing ask me to meet her at toa payo...When i reach there,she showed me how does her company looks lyk and what she is doing all this while...And the first thing tat came to my mind is tat,i being cheated by her to this place...Then kailing introduce me to her "advisor"(i forgot the name le)...He is quite ok la,cos the tone tat he used to talk to me is quite friendly and i can feel his sincerity in introducing me into the company...Well,after listening,i really feel tat it might be a cheat,but of cos la,kailing is in the company and this shows tat the company isn't a cheat...But i still have my thinking abt the comapny...Hmmm,aft all the long chatting,i have deposited a amt of $10 and oso promise kailing tat i will go for those meetings and knw more abt the comapny before putting the rest of the amt...

Haix,thinking tat 2day is going to end in another few hours make me feel so unhappy...Cos tml is friday and tat means...I'm working tml...I really cannt stand the kind of life slogging with my family members anymore...I know tat they have brought me up till lyk 17yrs old le,so i mus be grateful to thank them and oso help them out when they need help...But what abt my freedom???Lyk last sunday...Went kboxing with jenny then actually aft tat i wanna go gym wit her de...But upon receiving aunty dawnna call sayign that "Later i'm going out and dewi is coming along with me.So i wanna u to come back home now"...U tell me,what is this...Just because u wanna go out and grandma is alone at home,u wanna me to rush back...Oh pls,i onli go out for how long...Less than 3hrs and u wan me back home...Then u lei,u go out for how long...Reach home arnd 10plus...Then if i not happi,i say back,u will say i onli knw how to galavant here and there,dunno how to look aft grandma...Pls la,if u are jealous than say so lo...When u are young,u dun have this kind of freedom right...Cos u always emphasis that when u are young,u need to help out with the house work straight aft u come back frm skul,than sat & sun oso cannt go out...But i'm different frm u,i do not need to do hse work,sat & sun still can go out and play...Thats y u are jealous right...Still say mummy dunno how to bring me & sis up when we are young...At least we are more well-mannered than ur children now...Not lyk ur children,no big no small,knw how to talk back,anyhow hit ppl,tak ppl things without permission,knw how to use ppl things but dunno how to lend ppl their things...Wad the hell is this la...U call all this points good manners...Should be bad,or even worse manners ba...

Dun wanna say anymore le la,making my fire going hotter and hotter onli...Hmmm,later meeting kailing at toa payo,oso dunno why she wanna meet me there,still ask me not to say it to anybody...Anyway,looking forward to meeting her...Long time nev see her le,kinda miss her...

Woooo,don jus message me saying that we will be having a primary skul gathering on the 28th july...But the problem now is that our skul oso having alumni dinner...How???I oso dunno...When the times come le then see how lor...Anyway i got a bad news to tell...That is: MY GRANDMA DUN ALLOW ME TO GO FOR THE SENTOSA GATHERING!!!SHE SAY THAT THE WEATHER THESE FEW DAYS IS VERY HOT,THEN MY BODY CANNOT TAHAN THE HEAT,SCARED I WILL FALL SICK THEN THE NEXT DAY CANNOT GO SKUL...SO SHE DUN ALLOW ME TO GO...But i wanna go...Not fair at all de lor...All my other friends can go why i cannt...Jus because i got skul the next day...Argh...How come till now i dun have any freedom in doing things de...

Jus switch off the tele,watching the show tat i jus bought -- 食神...At the first few episode,i felt boring watching the show,but arnd in the middle(ep5) onward,i felt tat the show was interesting...Actually,can say tat the show is interesting and funni,somemore the facial expression made my zax wang make the show even more funni...The show was actually quite similar to the 食神 acted by 周星馳...All the action and stuff are all the same,but onli tat they add in some serial drama scene...Sick never get better,instead it is getting worser...Although my voice onli change abit,but my throat is very very pain...Argh,cannt sleep well every night...Cos nose block,throat block...How to sleep u tell me...Cough cough cough,sneeze sneeze sneeze...Cannt even hold a bowl in my hands,cos if i sneeze,the whole thing will topple...
Hmmm,sunday is 1st july,it is also youth day...Never go skul for long long time le,onli when my cousin and brother told me then i knw it is youth day...Haix,it is also a day where ppl cut their hair bald to support the cancer society arnd the world...Those hair tat we being "donated" my lots of ppl will be made into wigs for those ppl having cancer tat are going through chemotherapy,going through this chemical process,patients will drop their hair everday,and eventually,it will go bald...So these hair that are "donated" by ppl will be made into wigs and will be given to them...U mus be feeling funni how come i say all this right,cos both my aunty and uncle have their hair cut bald for this event...Crazy right...Ok,i knw tat i do not have the right to say abt them lyk tat cos i do not have the courage to cut my hair bald...They got ask me whether i wanna cut not,but i rejected...Cos in my thinking,if i wanna do charity,donate $$$ can le...Why mus cut bald lei...But i oso knw tat cutting hair bald and understand more abt this ppl going through chemotherapy and they dun have any hair...So,sometimes i oso find myself actually not tat brave enough to face such problems...

*Yawn*,very tired today...LAst night never sleep properly,cannt even go to sleep last night...My nose is blocked,cannt breth,very uncomfortable...Feel lyk cutting off my nose...Argh...Went to see a doc today...Waited foir very long time...Should be abt 1hr30min ba...Long right...Tell u the reason why,cos today is monday..Tell u,every monday and sunday surely got alot of ppl go see the doctore de...Most of the reason is monday dun wanna go work and sch...Clever right,cos i myself is oso a student...LOL...The doctor say my throat swollen,then the skin arnd my throat oso injured,cos i cough too hard le...Tats why when i cough out my flam,got blood...

Well well well,today is 1st july...This means tat frm today onward,all the things tat we buy,the GST included will be increasing frm 5%-7%(wad the hell)...And today is oso YOUTH DAY!!!I'm still considered a youth right...Still young lei,haven reach 17 yet...LOLX...Even my granduncle who work as a hawker oso increase his food price,actually his bee hoon onli sell $1.80/pkt,but frm today onward,his bee hoon will be sellin at $2.00/pkt...Follow the law ma...The govt say increase GST,he oso increase lo...Anyway,i'm sick...Having tonsils and running nose...OMG!!!Should be ytd i ate too much of the seaweed roll made my grandma,and right aft the food leaves the work,i started eating...Of cos la,i get scolded by her early in the morning when she heard my voice change...I nearly lost my voice,but luckily granduncle help me mak a cup of honey+lemon(aft i treat him a cup of kopi-o),evil right...Grand-niece sick,still wan me to treat him drink then teach me how to get back my voice...But in the end it is onli honey+lemon...But ok la,at least this is care & concern...Hmmm,my voice is leaving me far far away...Jus still went k-boxing wit jenny and sing those high pitch songs...But before tat i went to bought a DVD...And tat is--- GOD OF GOURMET...LOL,so excited...It is acted by zax wang...Finally i have saved enough $$$ to buy...