Haix,thinking tat 2day is going to end in another few hours make me feel so unhappy...Cos tml is friday and tat means...I'm working tml...I really cannt stand the kind of life slogging with my family members anymore...I know tat they have brought me up till lyk 17yrs old le,so i mus be grateful to thank them and oso help them out when they need help...But what abt my freedom???Lyk last sunday...Went kboxing with jenny then actually aft tat i wanna go gym wit her de...But upon receiving aunty dawnna call sayign that "Later i'm going out and dewi is coming along with me.So i wanna u to come back home now"...U tell me,what is this...Just because u wanna go out and grandma is alone at home,u wanna me to rush back...Oh pls,i onli go out for how long...Less than 3hrs and u wan me back home...Then u lei,u go out for how long...Reach home arnd 10plus...Then if i not happi,i say back,u will say i onli knw how to galavant here and there,dunno how to look aft grandma...Pls la,if u are jealous than say so lo...When u are young,u dun have this kind of freedom right...Cos u always emphasis that when u are young,u need to help out with the house work straight aft u come back frm skul,than sat & sun oso cannt go out...But i'm different frm u,i do not need to do hse work,sat & sun still can go out and play...Thats y u are jealous right...Still say mummy dunno how to bring me & sis up when we are young...At least we are more well-mannered than ur children now...Not lyk ur children,no big no small,knw how to talk back,anyhow hit ppl,tak ppl things without permission,knw how to use ppl things but dunno how to lend ppl their things...Wad the hell is this la...U call all this points good manners...Should be bad,or even worse manners ba...

Dun wanna say anymore le la,making my fire going hotter and hotter onli...Hmmm,later meeting kailing at toa payo,oso dunno why she wanna meet me there,still ask me not to say it to anybody...Anyway,looking forward to meeting her...Long time nev see her le,kinda miss her...