I'm very pissed off...

I really dun wanna be so mean to u de,its not me u knw...Treating u lyk tat,makes me feel sad too...Do u knw why i treat u on such cold shoulder,tats because i dun wanna let u have any chance to look back at me anymore...U have such a bright future ahead,why keep on looking back,i have my own way and u have yours,why do u always lyk to look back at the past...I knw we are all very happy during the past and i also feel very blessed having u as my boyfriend...I really feel wad it is lyk to be loved and wad is the taste of real sweetness...But u knw what,u are always letting into me,and alsways me making the decision,do u knw tat u are a guy and sometimes u also need to make decision to go where de lei...I knw u wanna me to be happy by always letting me make the choice,but do u knw i will be irritated too...Having u beside me make me feel very secure,i also dun wanna leave u,but i jus wanna have a single life right now...All i wanna do is concentrate on my studies...So pls dun anyhow think tat i have another boyfriend tats why i wanna a break...Its not tat...I still love u now,but time will fade everything...U will still be a important person in my life,but from now on i will onli treat u as my friend...Not any other kind le...Do u still remember those days when we walk along the beach,me waiting for u to finish your work at your house,cooking dinner with your mother,u teaching me my maths and science...All this will be in my mind,i really never regret knowing you,i also never regret accepting u as my boyfriend...So lets us now break cleanly and put all the past behind our back and look ahead to the future...
But to say something truthful is tat u really make me pissed off this few days,cos why u keep insisting that i have another guy outside lei,why cannt u have jus a simple trust in me...I also can jolly well say tat u have a girl in america tats why u accuse me of having a boyfriend in singapore while u are studying in america...Thats nonsense ok...i have already tell u the real reason of why i wanna a break and i've already told u a thousand and one times le...Why can't it jus get into u and stay there...So stop sending me those irritating message,u should knw my temper,i can anytime switch off my phone or dun ans ur call...Dun believe u can try...

One more thing tat is pissing me off is about another thing but i dun wish to say it out...Cos i think after saying it out,there will be war again...And oso hor,i got things to say lei,am i tat easy to bully...How come everybody is taking advantage of me huh...Being friendly and being good to a friend by helping her do all her things and think for her,then lyk tat means can bully me le lar...Pls ok,i'm not tat easy to bully de,u can try...Wait till u have reach my top most patience and i cannt endure le,u will see how i blast...Then dun say i change le...Cos i have already say before hand...