friday!yea!

hohoho,today is finally friday and tml is saturday. actually happy also no use, cos tml need to work, but nvm, cos got $$$ to earn. but its only for the week lor sianz.

jus came back from swimming with liting at my aunty hse. feel so shuang, co recently wanna swim but dun have the chance. finally today i got to swim.

spain spain spain

above are some of the pics from spain. which is the country i'm doing project on. tell u ar, the more i do the more i dun feel like going spain, cos its boring there. the onli entertainment i like there is the night life. yes, the night life. its so cool and havoc lor. and the wine and cocktails there are nice(read from facts). lols. but onli go there for night life abit sot sot de lor.

hmmm, today is tues. and i got to go home early cos i dun have PMS. i had it yesterday alr. and yesterday aft PMS we can go home le, so i was like going to school jus for PMS and then go home. buti did not waste my day just like tat. me, liting and yingying went to IMM to shop, eat and chat chat. went home around 3plus 4pm. then aft tat liting came to my house, before tat i went to cut my hair. then she slack at my house till 7plus then go home.

recently dunno wat has happen to me lor. i had mood swing. i can be hyper for like very long then at the next second i will quieten down and sit there all alone without talking to anybody. if i'm at home, i will start to break down after jumping up and down and playing like mad. omg!what has exactly happen to me man. am i too stress or wad? i dunno, i seriously dunno what has happen to me.

anyway, tml no school. but my project group is going to changi airport to do project.

class ctis

yesterday was our class DTM707A CTIS outing to asian civilisation museum. before proceeding to the museum we had our lunch in school -- the horizons. the food was not too bad lar, but liting and tricia was there complaining the food is spicy. hehe, i have no feelng of spicy at all, all thanks to my family whom chi la jiao zhang da. lols. after having our full, me, liting, yingying and tricia were there playing wen zi jie long. we were playing till quite high when we are supposed to walk our way down to the bus.

on the bus it was boring. cos i dun have nds, so all i can do was to listen to son and read my storybook tat i have jus borrowed from the national library. the book was quite intgeresting. it says about how a NS guy got to know a widowed and fall in love with the widowed with a 7year old kid. the story was quite touching.
upon reaching the museum, it was scorching hot, but we still have to make our way to the museum cos the bus could not drive in(too big). when we finally reached the museum, they separated us into 3groups. the introduction of and touring around the museum was boring. i onli like the part -- amazing race. but i did not do any question for the amazing race cos i cannt find anything and also i'm scared of the indian god. i dunno why, they jus gave me the scary feeling tat i'm scared of.

after everything was finish, my group came in 3rd. and we got an empty shoe bag. better than nothing. then me, liting, yingying, ah yoong and tricia went to had our dinner. we stood outside 2 restaurant (1japanese and 1 korean). in the end we chose the korean one, as we think tat the japanese restaurant was expensive. after eating, we walked around raffles exchange. and we went home around 7plus. i reached home around 8.45pm. long way home.

yesterday after i bath finish, my mind was wandering about and i think of him again. i dunno why. he is the guy where i had my first yi jian zhong qin. and in this world, i onli love 3guys before. and tat is my daddy, benjamin lim and him. my friends might be wondering why i could love him so much when i onli met him for like 10times and i do not know him very well. seriously speaking i onli know his age and his name. but i dunno where has this energy and strength tat pull me towards him. i cried yesterday night and msg liting.

(me and yingying)

(back view of me and yingying)

(me and liting)

(me and liting with a "friend" behind)

(clothing worn by us)

(the legs of 3)

($2.50 pen bought in chinatown)

these are the pics and things tat we bought on our trip to chinatown yesterday. although its quite ke lian for our situation, but still we have a happy time.

(ice-mint supporter)

(cute ryzie)

(my lighter)

(me ... boring)

(another boring me)

(nobody to cheer me up)

here are some random pics token by me when i'm bored and the worst things is tat all my friends are sleeping and non of them wanna entertain me. sad right. but ok lar, in he end i found some things to d to entertain myself. hehe. alright, have to slee le, tml have to go museum somemore. sian

most unlucky day i ever had

well, unlucky is actually not the exact word to say for today. i cannt think of a more appropriate word to describe my day. no school as usual, except for yingying cos she did not get the expected mark for PMS. so me and liting meet each other first before meeting yingying to go out today. we ate mac fo breakfast. after eating finish, we did not know where to go, so we sit at mac for a while then we proceed to westmall.

so happening lar in westmall toilet. liting was there doing here "business" then yingying changing, only me nothing to do, so i suggest to liting tat we play game. so we was like playing mario party in the toilet. luckily 5th floor toilet not much ppl go. then aft tat we went to arcade to play a game(dunno what game is tat, but using gun de).
after playing we went to take mrt, but dunno where to get off, so in the end they decided to go to chinatown o buy liting charm. so when we reach there the first thing we bougth was a cute pen that cost us $2.50. then we bought toto tat cost us $3.50. tml we are going back to collect money *dreaming*.
after acc liting buy finish her charm, we do not have a cent in our pocket anymore. so we was like walking walking and walking. feeling hungey and thirsty, but no money to buy water and food. so we stop at mac to sit inside to play nds. after playing till liting ds no batt, i use my ez-link card to buy ice-cream to eat. after eating we went back to yingying mother's working place cos yingying is going back with her mother ma. then we wanna go toilet, but no money so we endure till we got home then go. very pathetic right. omg lar today.

long and tiring day :(

argh!today is a day where life is miserable. cannt stand. who can come and save me. oh gosh, had my TG progress test today. stupid mr norman, i believe u so much tat i only study the quiz tat u gave, in the end only came out in MCQ. mcq lei! wtf lar. then i only know how to to like for only 20m. shit lor. mr norman is changing.

then jus aft the test, when mr norman came back into the class, he told the class that someone from our class told the DTM707B class the Tg progress test question. wtf lar, come and backstab our class for wad. nvm abt all these. these ppl are jealous.

aft lesson, we stayed in class for a while to discuss about our project with daphane, zhiying and michalle. then me, liting, yingying and tricia we changed in school and proceed to chinatown. long way down man. they were busy playing nds and i was there talking to joyce mummy. if nev calculate wrongly, we chatted for about 1hr plus. hehe, hen chang qi right. but i like talking to her, although she is not related to me anymore, but whenever i got problems, she will be the one who appear in my mind that i wanna talk to. loves.

jus reach home not long. so damm tired. now waiting for the games to load into tricia nds. so damm long. but nvm, cos her nds will be at my here till thurs. lalala, can play nds le. hohoho. me very jian. hehe.

DO NOT GO TO cTc TRAVEL AGENCY WHENEVER YOU WANNA GO TRAVEL. CAUSE THEIR ATTITUDE REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCKS!!!

thanks god he didn't come to destroy my day

weekends over and here comes a brand new week. but this week gonna be fast and furious i think. cos i will be so damm busy. busy about what lei, of cos is project project and project. but not forgetting going out with my 2 darlings -- liting and yingying. lols

alright. here is something tat i wanna show u all. cos this few words really show how i feel now.

How can it be true
How can it be real
How can i fall for someone in just a moment of time

well, what liting say might be true. now, infront of his friend, i'm a girl without any zun yan. so i think im not ganna msg him anymore till he msg me. cos i'm not tat kind of girl tat will cling onto someone that do not like me and those tat i do not like.

ok, forget about all the unhappy stuff. today is a bright and sunny and windy day. early in the morning call and wake liting up for PMS lesson, cos tml actually we are going to do project de, but aft tat its cancelled and therefore we are going bugis. yea! than we meeting on wed again t go out. but still haven decide on where yet. my poor darling yingying have to go back to school on wed for extra pms lesson. cos she did not get the expected mark teacher wanted. but it not her fault, the computer is TOO OLD for TOO MUCH MEMORY. so meeting with liting first than meet with yingying aft that.

had mac breakfast today in the morning, cos liting said she wanna eat. then aft tat in the noon, we accompany tricia to have her breakfast cum lunch meal, then me, liting and yingying eat dessert. aft that off we go to arcade. we play games that made our hands and leg wobbly and also throat pain(due to shouting). so damm high lar today, didn't got the time to think of him while playing and chatting with them, but when we quieten down, my heart and mind start to wonder.

oh ya, i had to say sorry to yingying, cos i hurt her hand while playing jus now. form blood clot lor, sorry sorry sorry.

anyway, thanks to my friends today. I LOVE YOU!!!

forget and start afresh

well, seriously speaking. i wasn't alright from yesterday. cried twice, and yingying say that i'm wasting my tears on a guy that i know for only like 1day. and to say the truth, my first boyfriend name was also called derick, but different spelling.

hmm, thinking back abt him. i think i did alot of wrong to him, i let him down. but now he is so happily with his recent girlfriend, we are still in touch and yes, i'm calling him big brother. yesterday didn't went well for me, cocked up of orders, dropping of plates and chopsticks. argh! wasn't in the mood to study at all.

but today is a brand new day and i wanna go things all right. no dropping of plates, no dropping of chopsticks and able to find all the research that i want to. yes, cheryl i know that you can do it. you are a strong girl that can forget things that you want easily. you both can still be friends de. u can find a better partner too. jia you. and always remember that no matter what happen to you, you still have your family members and friends with you to support you.

starting all afresh today. firstly i wanna do is my TG notes. actually also wanna go POC/HS notes de, but ATL haven upload the notes lei. but he say he will upload this 2 weeks de. so must wait wait and wait.

happy at the beginning ... sad forever

13.02.2008

its a wednesday. going to school for thedamm PMS test nia. then off to westmall to wait for liting to end her test. aft she came to meet u up, we actually wanna go yingying house de, budden her mother not in so we nev go. then me and liting we got off at otram park to change to the purple line and proceed to vivo city. after vivo city, we went to chinatown. actually wanna go temple pray de, budden we dunno how to go, so we was like walking around chinatown in our uniform. when we are about to go home, we cannt find the bus to go home lei. so we was like walking and walking and we nearly reach the terminal of 190 then we saw a busstop tat has 190 de. leg alr broken halfway.

14.02.2008

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! its also a day where i gave my tel no., name and email to "him". i also gotta know his name. feel so loved! i also didn't imagine tat he will call me so fast. it was like onli 10min walking distance to westmall and he called me. when i hangup the phone, i was so happy and high. couldn't sleep in the night till 1plus 2am. am i too fortunate?

15.02.2008

its boring in class, dun feel like playing nds, liting and yingying was there talking happily. dun wanna put my leg inside to talk also. so i decided to msg him. got to know tat he is 22years old. ok lar, older than me by 4years nia. still can accept. then actually wanna let him know ho i look like de,but we have no fate. he is not in school at that moment. but in the end we say tat meet at 4th floor locker there. when i walked over, i saw lots of DCS ppl, but he's not there. we have no fate to meet up each other.

16.02.2008

saturday morning tat make me so damm sad. i dunno what to say. i'm speechless. how? who is gonna help me, i feel like crying. i hope tat everything is jus a dream. why let me know such a cruel fact, why dun u keep it from me for like forever. i really dunno what to do :(

down with flu

2days didn't blog le. sick aft chinese new year. bad bad bad. hmm, was seriously sick yesterday and went to see a doctor in the night. got 2days MC for me to stay at home, but got PMS progress test tml, so i have to go school.


11.02.2008
monday. and tat was yesterday. me, liting, yingying did 1 very foolish thing in my whole life i thnk. but it was being rejected. although my heart does hur a little, but i still put up a force smile in front of them. if not ppl will say i emo and like to show temper AGAIN!!! but nvm, wo bu hui wei le yi ke shu fang qi zhen ge shen lin de. i will keep it up. jia you!!!

12.02.2008
did not went to school. got 2days of MC, jus nice for me to liao shang also. feel like meeting liting to smoke, but i did not msg her. feel like sleeping, but cannt sleep cos i feel suffocated by my blocked nose and throat. hai, why getting sick is sucha troublesome thing. feel so damm bored. nothing to do now. playing com make me feel tired. wathing tele also will sleep. argh! i jus hate today.

long post again :) bear with it

oh well, haven been blogging this few days. cos i dun have time to do it.
during chinese new year i did lots of things.


6.02.2008
it was chinese new year eve, so we all gather around to have our reunion dinner. the dinner although was simple, but nice. we all had our fills and we had to proceed to our regular praying. and so i dide not have much sleep tat night. the total sleeping hours i had was only like 2-3hrs. well, as the people who know me, they should know tat i cannt stand for tat long not to sleep. so i had some motivation for me not to sleep. and tat is watching dvd. wad show lei -- hanakimi (jap version). lols. i watch finish the whole show then i feel sleepy and went to bed. but i woke up aft sleeping for 2-3hrs. body alarm.


7.02.2008
hmmm,1st day of CNY. feeling very excited. went to eldest granduncle house around 5plus. but before tat i went to lot 1 to buy the camera flim for grandma first. went over there to play some poker cards. lost so damm lump sum of money. oh gosh! not in the winning mood. went home around 10+ 11pm. didn't sleep straight cos not tired. sleep around 2+ 3 am.


8.02.2008
it was grandma birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!!! woke up around 8am to bath and went upstairs to my grandaunty house to pray my great-grandma. then came down to eat mee sua tat was cooked by grandma. so damm nice i can say. then around 12pm, we proceed to 2nd granduncle house to pay a visit. after playing for about 1hr. we celebrated grandma birthday. 60th birthday lei!!! it was a havoc celebrating. cos big-grandaunty was like there wanting to push grandma face into the cake. then my other uncloe and aunty was like saying their age can add up to 100+ 200years old le still like young kids playing. but who cares, as long as they are happy and we are happy tats the most wondeful and happy ending right!


9.02.2008
yingying, liting, ah yoong and tricia coming to my house to pplay majong. and i was so damm unhappy. ok, i know tat ah yoong is going off early, but i didn't know tat tricia was going off early as well. if i know,i will jus cancel away the whole thing and go to my big-grandaunty house. but i didn't know. so we only play for like less then 30min, then tricia go off le. but luckily ahy yoong, liting and my sister help me to get back my mood by playing black jack. hehe. but i lost $14. argh! all to my sister. gosh! then after tat yingying followed me to my big-grandaunty house, cos she jus reach my house not long then i wanna go out le ma. so i invited her to my big-grandaunty house for a sit.


10.02.2008
so damm f. angry today. quarreled with tat f. aunty dawnna today. because why. i scolded her kids. cos they restart my mario kart. it was like wtf lar, make spoil my things le then cannt scold issit. pls lor, if u wasn't my "aunty" i will surely give u a slap. quarrel with u today is us a warning tat i'm not gonna respect u as my "aunty" anymore. os u prolly dun deserve my respect. for god sake, u are jus my "aunty", and u dun have the right to throw away my nds(if u wan). if i throw away your things u like not. dun like right. wad u do to ppl beware tat next time u will have u retribution. asshole.

Chinese New Year Eve

today is a wed and also Chinese New Year Eve. later around 6plus 7pm we will be having our reunion dinner. i think its gonna be fun. then aft tat we will be praying overnight and i'm not gonna sleep tonight. later will be nds time. lols

now the only thing to describe me is TIRED!!! woke up dann f. early at 6.30am because of my brother. then aft tat been awaken by grandma at 7am to go down market to buy vege tables for tonight steamboat. thereafter i changed the bedsheet for grandma,did and me myself. it was a tiring job, now i understand how maid works. after everythings is done, i went to gu po house to pray great-grandma and after tat we went to bt timah road there the temple to pray mummy and grandpa. tats my schedule till now.

cannt sleep. my eyes cannt even close. i wanna sleep, but my physical body dun allow. so came here to blog.

yesterday went bugis with yingying, actually yingying wanna but clothings de, but in the end she cannt find the one tat she like. actually got 1 luh, but the cutting is small and only got 1 size and also cannt try, so in the end she didn't buy anything. i bought 2bottles of nail glue. hehe. sticking fake nails for CNY. its nice. bronze base with diamond and glitter on it. after bugis, we took a bus to chinatown where yingying's mother working place. actually wanna hlp liting buy things de. but dun have the type tat she wan. so didn't buy for her.

*yawn* sleepy le. eyes closing soon. but dunno later lie on the bed can fall asleep not. hope so ba.

WISHING ALL MY FRIENDS A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)

hohoho,jus watch finish 惡作劇2吻. lols. the episode today is so damm funny and nice. must watch must watch. hmm, today reach home not too late, cos teacher let us off 15min earlier. although its only 15min, but it make a real big difference cos i only took 15min to reach home. hehe.

ok,lets talk about what has happened today ba. wok up so damm f. early in the morning jus to have a test -- principles of communicatio0n. and although its a 1hr paper, most of our classmate only took 15-30min to finish lor. cos the paper was like so damm short and easy to understand. then aft the test was PMS. we had a long session of PMS today, cos teacher did a recap then she started teaching lesson. then aft lesson was the noamrl and usual tutorial. aft the tutorial was the mock test which teacher wanna let us know where is our standard. the real progress test date is on 13.02.2008. luckily me,yingying and lay yoong is in the same timing. poor liting is in the last group,and tricia is in the first group. lols.

jus POA lesson was boring. i was there helping yingying to break her mario kart map and also trying very hard to listen to what teacher has to say. budden too bad lor,i wasn't interested in POA and u should know what i did in class le. *shhhhh*

well,tml there will be hospitality sales test and so tat means i have to study. but i dun have tat wee bit of interest to take up my notes to read it. so damm borng and uninteresting.

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS ONLY 3DAYS AWAY!!!

progress test before Chinese New Year

haix,having pregress test for miss mis gg and mr alex tan on monday and tue. then wed no need to go school. and so total i'll be having 5days of holis.

hmm,yesterday aft school, me/ah yoong/yingying/liting/tricia went to jurong entertainment centre to watch 27dresses. its so damm nice and romantic lor. then inside the thetare was like having war,cos yingying wanna throw the popcorns at liting de,budden she is sitting too far away and in the end the popcorn landed on me. then when i stood up aft the show was over,the popcorns dorpped on the floor 1 by 1,i could not count how many were there.

and also,yingying/ah yoong/liting/tricia is coming to my house on sat for CNY majong session. yea!