forget and start afresh

well, seriously speaking. i wasn't alright from yesterday. cried twice, and yingying say that i'm wasting my tears on a guy that i know for only like 1day. and to say the truth, my first boyfriend name was also called derick, but different spelling.

hmm, thinking back abt him. i think i did alot of wrong to him, i let him down. but now he is so happily with his recent girlfriend, we are still in touch and yes, i'm calling him big brother. yesterday didn't went well for me, cocked up of orders, dropping of plates and chopsticks. argh! wasn't in the mood to study at all.

but today is a brand new day and i wanna go things all right. no dropping of plates, no dropping of chopsticks and able to find all the research that i want to. yes, cheryl i know that you can do it. you are a strong girl that can forget things that you want easily. you both can still be friends de. u can find a better partner too. jia you. and always remember that no matter what happen to you, you still have your family members and friends with you to support you.

starting all afresh today. firstly i wanna do is my TG notes. actually also wanna go POC/HS notes de, but ATL haven upload the notes lei. but he say he will upload this 2 weeks de. so must wait wait and wait.