happy at the beginning ... sad forever

13.02.2008

its a wednesday. going to school for thedamm PMS test nia. then off to westmall to wait for liting to end her test. aft she came to meet u up, we actually wanna go yingying house de, budden her mother not in so we nev go. then me and liting we got off at otram park to change to the purple line and proceed to vivo city. after vivo city, we went to chinatown. actually wanna go temple pray de, budden we dunno how to go, so we was like walking around chinatown in our uniform. when we are about to go home, we cannt find the bus to go home lei. so we was like walking and walking and we nearly reach the terminal of 190 then we saw a busstop tat has 190 de. leg alr broken halfway.

14.02.2008

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! its also a day where i gave my tel no., name and email to "him". i also gotta know his name. feel so loved! i also didn't imagine tat he will call me so fast. it was like onli 10min walking distance to westmall and he called me. when i hangup the phone, i was so happy and high. couldn't sleep in the night till 1plus 2am. am i too fortunate?

15.02.2008

its boring in class, dun feel like playing nds, liting and yingying was there talking happily. dun wanna put my leg inside to talk also. so i decided to msg him. got to know tat he is 22years old. ok lar, older than me by 4years nia. still can accept. then actually wanna let him know ho i look like de,but we have no fate. he is not in school at that moment. but in the end we say tat meet at 4th floor locker there. when i walked over, i saw lots of DCS ppl, but he's not there. we have no fate to meet up each other.

16.02.2008

saturday morning tat make me so damm sad. i dunno what to say. i'm speechless. how? who is gonna help me, i feel like crying. i hope tat everything is jus a dream. why let me know such a cruel fact, why dun u keep it from me for like forever. i really dunno what to do :(