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wahahaha. finally exam is over ad its RELAX TIME!!! well, sad to say tat i onli have like 2 days of relaxing cos i have to work during the 1week. sad right, but nvm. i will be looking at the bright side. got $$$ to spend, so why not work right. hehe.

yesterday was the very last paper. and i was so stress because sitting near me was james and he was doing like so duper fast tat he finishes in less than 30min lor. argh!at i forgot totally what attraction are there in san francisco. toot toot me. hmm, proceed to coffee shop after acc liting and ah yoong to eat and shop. feeling so sick, and guess wad i was down with flu and sore throat today. cannt stand myself. getting sick during the holis.

and hor, i was so damm f. angry with the hp shop ppl. so damm f. slow lar. say wad my phone will be ready by today or tml. shit them lor. so super duper andry lar. nds spoil, hp spoil. wanna go crazy le. f. CB!!!!!

but not to spoil my mood, will be going KBOXXING on 2 APRIL 2008!!! love them lots and lots. MUCKS!!!!

TO: -

YINGYING / AH YOONG / LITING / TRICIA ~~~~~

PRESENT TO YOU ALLLLLLL ~~~~~ ~~~~

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MUCKS!!!!!!

happy event are coming up straight

finally, tml is the last paper. do u hear me?THE LAST PAPER!!!!lols. too hyper yea. cos aft tml all the stress and schooling will be away or 1week. yes!!! and and and, we are going escape on 2nd april. lols, so happy and excited fo the trip. it will be better if they can acc me go KBOX!!! i alr repeat this phrase for 1year le. i dun wanna wait for another year. *sobs* :(

ok, finish POC paper about 11am. and after the long waiting for my dear liting, we went home around 11plus. thereafter me and liting acc tricia to lot 1 to got her sling bag for her trip to malaysia. hmm, at first we went into shops and shops but not a bag shop for tricia. hehe, before going to a proper bag shop, we walked int a shop with 50% sale storewide. liting and tricia was there choosing and me walking around to look look.
in conclusion, they bought something. and tricia alone spent $45. an extra $1 is spend on a recycle bag tat is too long for tricia. lols.

enough of all the shopping. reach home around 2plus. help grandma brought all the jueh down to get a taxi for her to the coffee house. then came back and bath. and my "aunty" is so accurate lar. when i wanna bath then came to look for me. but nvm, i like it man. luckily i came back from lot 1 le, if not i confirm guarantee flare up de. u can try me.

well, tml is the last paper and also the most impt one. is it?not too sure, but i know tat i've spent lots of time doing this sub, cos i think tat i have no hope for my POA, HS and POC le. so i can only pinn my hopes on PMS and TG. hope can pass quite high ba.

tml meeting yingying and tricia at 7am at macdonalds. god bless me.

exam period

jus came back from school after a long and tiring POA paper. so sian lar inside the exam room. dunno how to do the paper still need to sit there and think. cos i cannt afford to fail this sem subject. cos all the weightage is 3!!!!

went to take my phone jus now and got to know tat my phone isn't ready. it was like wth lor. so fucking angry with the person, cos he tell me my phone will be ready by today, but in the end, he come and say need about another 2-3days. fuck his ass man.
ok i know i'm too vulgar here, but seriously very angry lor. no phone to use, how am i gonna communicate to this world. omg!

tml is HS, and i dun have any confidence too. went through the sildes jus now and i feel like sleeping alr. i guess i will jus concentrate on my chaps tat i have in hand now. oh well, hope i can jus pass the sub. get at least a 2 and i'm happy then ever le.

hehe :)long long post for my thoughts again

firstly i wanna present the pics taken on ryzie birthday...

(the cake)

(ryzie with cream on his face :) look he is so happy)

(the birthday boy without any clothing. small size right?)

(keefe with his zhao pai dong zuo)


tats all for the pics. 3days nev blog le. so i will state day by day. lols. long post neh, bear with it or else... SHOO!!!

22.03.2008

its 十五, so as usual. business is double the prsperous. and tat means the workers are doing double work. hmm, i ate 4pills of the laxative. but nothing came out, onli my sickening stomach keep on pain nd cramp. irritated with my tummy. so in the night i did not help my uncle to sweep and mop, so he has to do it all by himself. and guess wad, he reach home at 12am tat day. so sorry yea. i did not do it on purpose, is my tummy. hehe.

23.03.2008

sunday!!!and i do not need to go down in the night as home got praying. it saved me from working. hehe. but in the morning i woke up at 0600hrs for work. cos morning not enough ppl to work ma. but nvm, got pay. lols. but alos not enough for me to use neh.
then came back from work, i went to the market first, cos my phone abit sot sot but the shop nev open. then came back, bath and rest. then accompany grand uncle to sheng shiong to buy things. shun bian help grandma but some carrots ad red chilli for her acha.
in the night after praying, i call yingying and we studied over the phone for quite some time. i mixed up all my attractions all around the world. form new england i can say till ireland attraction. omg lar!like tat how to pass. onli if miracle happen.

24.03.2008

no school today. cos no paper. tml is my first paper le. POA!!!sickening paper tat i duin even wanna go and sit for. didn't even listen in her class throughout the 10weeks. go also no use. nev bring any text home to study, all her notes i also dunno throw till where le. hehe, no need to go le, waste pen ink also.
went down to the market early morning. now sitting in front of the pc for the whole day cps POC and HS notes are all inside here. didn;t bother to copy so no choice have to sit and stare and write impt notes nia.


(butter biscuit bought from sheng shiong) *loves*

(strawberry oreo biscuit. NEW!!!) *fav*

(pink bag jus bought) hehe :)

(bought by aunty jamine) love her super duper much :)

new stuff coming up

hehe, i bought a new phone. and its red in colour again. recently i've been buying lots of stuff tat i red in colour, its not tat i like red, but its qiao he. lols.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

long long post

hmm, let me count... ... ...i got 3-4days nev blog l ba. hehe, i too busy neh, cos have to work and also exam coming. busy busy busy.

sunday (16.03.2008)
its a bright and sunny morning where i have to wake up as early as 0600hr to prepare for work. gosh!sleep at 1plus 2am in the mornig and have to get mu butts up early in the morning. somemore its sunday where all the ppl are sleeping soundly at home. argh! wrok through the day and end work at 2300hr. late right, then the nxt day still got PMS exam neh. but nvm lar, at the coffee shop there i got take a nap. cos there's a break in between from 1430 - 1730hr. so after work i bath and went to sleep. when i woke up in the middle, i saw meifang aunty, qifang aunty, ah pat uncle and aaron sound asleep. so i went back to sleep again. when the time is around 1730, granduncle took 1metal spoon and 1metal bowl and came knocking to wake us up. the scene is so funny lor.

monday(17.03.2008)
its PMs test today and i'm ready for it. yes! but during the test i did something wrong and just nice ms gg is standing behind me and she got really furious when she wanted a double share and i did a triple share. so i had to break all the share and reshare the room again. phew! luckily i got to finish the paper way before time.
but something also happen today. and tat is tricia is being hurt by a mad woman. cos she has a different slot as us, so we are not beside her when the incident happen. only when she told us.

tuesday(18.03.2008)
sian! cos only got 3hrs of norman class and we can go home le. really dun feel like coming to school lor. or i can say tat lesson only lasted for 1hr30min and we can go home le. boring right. go for quizes and games nia. and tat day norman has his normal pms and black face when he came into the class. but after tat he got better.
after school, yingying wehn back first. so me and tricia acc liting to have her breakfast. after tat we went to westmall outside the popular sales to buy some cheap cheap stuff for own use. i bought: -
1. eeyore notebook -- $1.90
2. eeyore file -- $1.00
3. love and hearts stickers -- $2.20
4. birthday stickers -- $1.00
cheap and nice stuff. lols.

wednesday(19.03.2008)
no school for the rest the week alr. hooray!!! but have to study. after blogging have to study for TG le. all haven started yet. cheryl! what has happen to u?how come u suddenly lost interest in study?
i also dunno how to ans this question myself. been slacking throughout the term. die. cannt pass grandma surely cut me into bits and pieces.
tml is ryzie birthday. 1year!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYZIE!!!

peaceful sat and sun

this few days have been raining, but only yesterday nev rain. hmm, is there a hint or is tat god knows tat i wanna go pray my munny tats why ne rain. hehe. me and my stupid guess.

right, yesterday i watch 色戒(R21) again. cos nothing to do. overall the story is ok luh, its about ai guo lor. the shanghai ppl going to hongkong cos they wanna kill the chinese man(易先生 梁朝伟). then i got 1 thing to ask lei, cos the sex scene was very real, so i was wondering whether if 梁朝伟 really go into 汤唯???

ok, lets not discuss about the question anymore, cos its their business. anyway, ltr going to work. but liting say she going to disney on ice lei. i dunno whether can go not. cos lao jiu need help ma. if he need my help, then i cannt go to watch the disney on ice le. hmm, still thinking.

no school today

this few days lesson ended very early or there is totally no lesson. like for today, we have no lesson cos me norman went to his f. cruise tat made us rush the project like hell. iritating de lor, actually everything went on timing de, then jus because he wanted to go on cruise, everything was being pushed forward. and during the presentation, he is the only teacher tat gave lots of unwanted comment and also give a stuck up face. _l_, i hate this teacher.

like yesterday, leson ended at 12noon sharp. cos we only have POA, as mr tn have alr teach finish the stuff tat he need to teach for final exam. although i didn't listen much in class, but i prefer him teaching rather than mr norman. cos their teaching style is totally different. and mr norman cannt take jokes de. yesterday rain the whole day again and therefore i have my nap. a comfy one. i slept for like 1.5hr. hehe, long right, but in the night i still fell asleep around my normal timing at 12plus. woke up today at 7am. *yawn* seriously tired.

jus came back from mandai. pray mummy, grandpa, granduncle and also great-grandma and great-grandpa. thinking back, mummy have alr left us for 9years. so long right. sometimes i really couldn't rmb her face till i saw her picture. and in the middle of the night, i was wishing tat i could dream of her and know what she is doing now. growing up in a family without a mother and a irresponsible father, in this kind of family, ppl will always say tat kids tat grow up in this environment will become bad. but luckily i have a grandma tat love me and dotes on me. i know sometimes i will also do things tat made her very vey sad, but i will change immediately as i promise my mummy before tat i will not let grandma down. i wanna mak grandma to be proud of me. and also those tat love and support me in doing wadever i like, i dun wanna disappoint them, i wanna let them know tat cheryl is the best and always is the best. she knows how to differentiate between right and wrong and won't make us worry for her. this is wad i wanna present myself infront of my relative and grandma.

finally watched finish my 惡作劇2吻 Episode 13. lols!so damm happy can. omg!鄭元暢 is so handsome lar, he is my idol and also my dream hubby. hehe, ok i know i'm too over. well, happy over some matter also.

rmb in my last 2 post i mention tat i have the courage to confront 1 of my friend. it seems like all my burden tat has been on me is being let down, maybe this is the reason why i'm so high and happy after watching the show ba. all thw hile i do not have the courage to say such hurtful things to my friends as i know they will be extremely hurt. but in order to have a long lasting friendship, being honest with each other is also a main issue. after everything is over, i feel so relax, as if nothin has happen and continue with my life.

tml there is school. so sian lar. jus o to school for a toot toot pms mocki exam then can go home le. but tml i'm going to chinatown with liting to buy her $1 beads and then 6to my house downstair to alter her stuff. so we will like sitting around the area till her stuff are ready.

oh ya, sister is going for her checkup to see whether its a girl or boy inside her tummy. hehe, very excited to know the answer!!!

TO MY FRIENDS OUT THERE:

I REALLY LOVE U ALL ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!

everything seems so nice and perfect IN THE PAST!!!

hmm, finally i have the courage to confront her. i send her a email regarding how i feel about her and explain why i will treat her in that manner. i too agree with my friend tat i really treat her too badly and i also admit tat i was also in the wrong.

after emailing her and she msging me regarding about the mail, i think alot. wanna talk to someone to share my thoughts but my friends were all sleeping. so i decided to call gor in the end. we talked for like 2-3hrs on the phone. feel so loved at that moment. the next day, which was saturday. i talked to youngest grandaunty anout this matter. and yes, she really did know me inside out. cos she say tat i'm tat kind of person where i coulden't hold my breath for long. once i know something is not right and i have to settle it right away. i will straight do it without thinking of the consequence. yes i'm really this kind of ppl, that why i have lots of regret in me now.
grandaunty told me tat even though i know tat she is hurting me, but so wad. as long as i didn't heard it with my own ears, nothing is counted. i know about all this, but the problem now is tat she has done the same thing to me again lei. how can i not have the reason to suspect her. then grandaunty also say tat if i wanna continue to have this friend, then i shoulden't confront her, if i decide to confront her, then i must prepare to lose this friend. seriously speaking, she is not a bad friend i can say. cos when you are in need, she will help and when you need a listening ear, she will also hear. but the main thing is her mouth and her character. i also know tat everybody has their weak and strength, and between friends we must learn how to give and take. but i have alr tolerated for so long alr. even if i blast out now also not wrong right. argh!i also dunno. we all should sit down and talk face to face. this is the onli solution.

this is the first time i talk to youngest grandaunty anout my friends and personal stuff. otherwise we are always talking about grandma and sister and how am i gonna face the reality world if grandma is not around. cos all the while i'm hidding behind grandma and be like a small kid tat is being protected by all my relatives. and they say tat its time i should grow up. i should face everything in the world by myseld le, they won't be by my side forever. everybody will leave u, its onli a matter of time nia. after talking to her, i think alot and all the past memories of the good tat she did to me keep flying around me. should i think more of her good rather than her bad? is she meant to be my friend or just a passerby in my life?i dunno, this should pass it to "the person up there" to decide for me alr. and lets wait till the ans is out ba.

presentation sucks

came back from school for wuite some time le. today is presentation day. i onli can say tat the whole process sucks. firstly when we reach school, we saw ah yoong group being questioned by mr norman, mr tan and ms lai. they face was super duper balck lar, so we asked them what has happened, and they told us scary things. so actaully we were like very jing zhang alr, then aft listening to them, i feel even more jing zhang. all the scriot tat i have wrote and all the words tat i supposed to say out all forget. shit lor like tat. i seriously think tat i've screwed up everything. *cries*

then jus on the way back home, liting talk to me. and on my wa home i think alot. and i seriously think tat 我真的做得太过分了. if i'm in her position i will also be very sad. but i think i won't be as strong as her in character ba. think i will cry if my friends treat me like this. on my way home i was thinking whether should i call her and talk to her about all the things tat i'm thinking now or i should not? i really very confused. cos all the things tat i wanna talk about is quite hurtful and i seriously dunno how to say it out. can anybody help me.

no rest at all

hmm, today is thurs alr, and tat means tml is presentation day. sian lor. very stress cos daph say tat culture, festival and food is the most impt thing to intro in spain. and i'm doing festival and culture whereas tricia is doing on food. omg lor. very very stress. nvm, i'm gonna relax myself today and do my best for tml. haix.

yesterday when to changi for project, luckily today no need to go so far, instead we today meet up in jurong. jus few stops away from home. yea yea yea. okk, i know something is going wrong somewhere in me. gotta go le, liting is waiting. bb

2days off school :)

today is a tuesday and tat means wed and thurs no school for me. hmmmz, what should i do lei. i also dunno, dun feel like ging out or going any where lei. cos no money and also dun feel like stepping out of the house. zai nu lei...

anyway, jus onli went to school and have lesson for onli like 30min and mr norman say we can go home le. funny right. i tot lesson will be like 3hrs long or something. i didn't expect it to be like so damm short lar. but to those poor classmates tat are having PMS lesson aft tat will have to stay till 1pm when their lesson jus start onli. as for liting lei, she came for PMS lesson ytd le, but tat bitchy teacher dun wanna mark her attendence cos she is not group1 de, then teacher ask her to come for today lesson. so on her way back she was like whining and whining whether to go for today lesson not, cos if she nev go teacher will either give her dp or ask her to go school tml for make up. but in the end she go home and sleep. for this, i support her. hehe. cannt stand suc teachers lor.

then before we went home, liting and yingying was there saying tat they wanna shit. disgusting right. eeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr, jus cannt stand my friends. lols. and of cos, i nothing to do ma, so i did something "quite" pervert lar. hehe, secret. cannt say de. lols. (liting is coming in no time with a chopper). kk, jus joking onli ar, dun tak it too serious hor!!!

jus watch finish 惡作劇2吻 Episode 12. this episode is touching lor, esp when the part where the nurse sister help them to put on their nurse cap. tat part is solem and touching. thinking back if i nev join shatec and i join poly -- nursing. what will my outcome be lei?i dunno, i also cannt think of the image of me now. but i really wanna thank the god for giving me such good friends where i can say my thoughts out, unlike my other friends, before saying things have to consider whether to say it not. but now the friends in shatec, whatever u are thinking u jus say out straight and they will understand. should i say this is called the other side of the world will meet another kind of ppl? i not sure, but i can confirm 1 think is tat my friends now are the best of all, but not forgetting all my aunties and gor tat stay by my side lar.

kk le, so long winded today. end of speech le, if not they wanna say me chatty and naggy again. hehe.

a message to u that might hurt u much

sun morning and i feel so tired. not enough sleep is the ral true reason i always have. or isst i dun feel like waking up and look at this reality world of mine. hmmmz, i dun know.
this week I'M BROKE!!!cannt go movie with my darling yingying and cannt go facial with my darling liting. all so sorry man. i didn't expect myself to be so broke. hehe, or mayb i spend too much.

to u: -
i know this few months we hav been exchanging emails and through the emails u have also confessed tat u have not forgotten me, tru to say tat i have also haven forgot u yet, but what can i say from this. shi lian shi xu yao shi jian lai liao shang de. i know saying this sentence might b too can ren for u, but i really cannot help it. ok i dun deny tat my heart still got ur images, but u are so too far away from me and i dun have the secure there u know. i need is a guy tat can be by myside when i'm down and when i need somebody to talk to. not through emails and video calls. hope u understand.

going to woek ltr, in another 1hr or something. then alo need to iron clothes. argh, hate ironing clothes.

saturday morning

Palau de les Arts and L'hemisferic


Tomato Fiesta






Plaza de la Virgen



Palau de la Música (Music palace)



Las Fallas


Las Fallas

Flamenco

Flamenco

early in the morning. jus woke up not long then switch on the computer and search about project stuff. above are the pictures tat i have found about the research. cool right. feeling damm f. tired now. went to swim yesterday, then reach home nev sleep straight away, instead slept at around 1plus yesterday. cos i watch "Secret". so damm nice lar when jay chou was there playing piano. i love tat part. woow.

my muscles are so damm suan now, although yesterday did not swim much, but my muscle still ache. talk to liting about loys of stuff yesterday while swimming. hehe, gossip queens are our nickmane. lols.