a message to u that might hurt u much

sun morning and i feel so tired. not enough sleep is the ral true reason i always have. or isst i dun feel like waking up and look at this reality world of mine. hmmmz, i dun know.
this week I'M BROKE!!!cannt go movie with my darling yingying and cannt go facial with my darling liting. all so sorry man. i didn't expect myself to be so broke. hehe, or mayb i spend too much.

to u: -
i know this few months we hav been exchanging emails and through the emails u have also confessed tat u have not forgotten me, tru to say tat i have also haven forgot u yet, but what can i say from this. shi lian shi xu yao shi jian lai liao shang de. i know saying this sentence might b too can ren for u, but i really cannot help it. ok i dun deny tat my heart still got ur images, but u are so too far away from me and i dun have the secure there u know. i need is a guy tat can be by myside when i'm down and when i need somebody to talk to. not through emails and video calls. hope u understand.

going to woek ltr, in another 1hr or something. then alo need to iron clothes. argh, hate ironing clothes.