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today is a wed and tml we need not go to attend school as tml is LABOUR DAY!!! what's so good about labour day lei, its good because we have HOLIDAYS!!!

lols. jus school ended early as beverage loh said tat he wanted to let those who wanna donate blood to the lobby, so might as well dismiss the whole class. he's the best. *hugs*
after tat me and lay yoong was there deciding whether we want to donate blood not, cos its our first time. the 5 of us was like walking down the stairs and we reach the lobby. after standing outside for a while, we decided to walk in. stood there for quite sometime then me, ah yoong and yingying went to take the registration form to fill up. who knows, i'm under 18yrs. so i need my grandma consent in order to donate my blood. too bad. hehe

so left yingying and ah yoong to have their blood donated. me and liting waited outside for them quite some time. then liting proceed to class as she have her MIS lesson today. and janelle was being sent down by lilian lim to ask for those who are not donating blood de to go back for lesson.

left me all alone sitting there aimlessly waiting for them to come out. then the funni things happen AGAIN!!! yingying felt giddy after donating her blood. so she has to lie inside for a while more then can come out. actually the doctor should go inside the room to check on her de, but there is too much ppl outside waiting for her to approve the donation of blood then she could not go in. so yingying was being "carried" out of the room, to the doctor there and see whether yingying is alright.

very poor thing right. lol. then ah yoong say tat next time she dare not pull yingying to donate blood with her alr. cos she is afraid tat the same thing might happen. HAHAHAHA!!!!

*ps: no harsh feeling yea*

enjoying .. :)

enjoying my show half way thru. all i can say is tat my husband is so cute. lol

i wanna say something first, i ws very angry with youtube today, cos the web dun let me watch my show. make me miss my hubby. damm it. but after tat i ask tricia for help and she gave me the link to tudou to watch. heng ar! if not i think i have to wait till tml.

ok, today FSM lesson was cancelled. i dunno what reason. then me, yingying, liting and tricia was like walking around westmall to wait for the time to pass. wanting to go home at that time, but i know tat once i go home, i will not have the mood to step out of house le. hehe.

i ate lots of things today lar. going to become a pig le. and my size is growing. ARGH!!! but my appetite today was good. maybe is because my gastric did not feel painful although i did not eat my medicine. opps! better not let the doctor know, if not he will hack me into pieces. hehe.

anyway, i am all so tired with my gastric causing all those daily ache. dun feel like bothering anymore. pain let it pain lor, anyway i'm season to the pain alr.

tml is a new week again

jus got home from work. feeling tired and warm.

today is the end of the week and i got to spend my night at home. finally. today nia, cos most of the time i've been spending my night at the coffee house. but nvm, although i cannot go out but i have all my uncle and aunties there. they are good ppl yea. lols

jus at work, my gastric ache again. dunno why, but i've alr ate my medicine in the morning before i start work le. but still having small ache now. shit. i really hate my gastric. i rmb i told grandma before tat if nxt time i die, and i let the doctor take my internal organs to donate, i will not let the doctor tak away my gastric and stomach to hurt those ppl out there. cos mine is really very sensitive and its gonna spoil in no time. cos doctor say before le, if i dun take very good care now, my gastric is gonna have a hole in no time.

well, i have been hearing the doctor say lots and lots of time le. but i know tat now i must really listen to the doctor, cos this few days my gastric have been aching constantly.

在水一方

在水一方 (汪東城)

綠草蒼蒼 白霧茫茫 有位佳人 在水一方
綠草萋萋 白霧迷離 有位佳人 靠水而居

我願逆流而上 依偎在她身旁 無奈前有險灘 道路又遠又長
我願順流而下 找尋她的方向 卻見依稀彷彿 她在水的中央

綠草萋萋 白霧迷離 有位佳人 靠水而居
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我願逆流而上 與她輕言細語 無奈前有險灘 道路曲折無已
我願順流而下 找尋她的蹤跡 卻見彷彿依稀 她在水中佇立

i love this song after watching 終極一家. hehe, although this song is an old song. but after it was sung by 汪東城, it became a rock version and it was nice. lols. when have i become so old. i dunno.

jus woke up not long ago. cannt imagine why i sleep so soundly today. last night i rmb i sleep quite early lei. hahaha, i'm sucha good sleeper. the sky is dark outside now, wonder its gonna rain not. but i hope it rain, cos i like the feeling when its raining. the wind blowing so cool, and its a very good condition to sleep. lols.

in another few hours time i'm gonna go work alr. work work work throughout the weekend is my only aim?i dunno. but need $$$. cannot help.

惡作劇2吻 大結局!!!!

惡作劇2吻

ahhhhhhhhhhh! next week will be the finale of 惡作劇2吻. so sad. nvm, i'm gonna buy the show anyway. can watch a thousand or a hundred times and its my problem. bleax

hehe, today is the end of the week. and mr norman let us off early. super early. duno why. i also dun feel like caring. well, today i feel super duper tired after eating my medicine. sleep thru mr lam lesson. so sorry, i didn't mean tat.
been having my medication, so sian. i was thinking when can i ever finish tgat super big pack of medicine. hehe.

been sad these 2days. luckily i have liting and yingying to talk to, otherwise i think i better die off. lols. other than joyce mummy and aunty susan and mei ying jie. liting and yingying are the ones where i talk all my troubles out to them. hmm, they can counted as my best buddies cum sayang ba. love u all a thousand years. :)

wahahaha. i finally found the song i wanted :)

OMG OMG!!! CONGRATS ME MAN! I FINALLY FOUND THE SONG I ALWAYS WANTED!!!!

FOREVER!!!

Forever (by: Leon Jay Williams)
How can it be true
How can it be real
How can u fall for someone in just a moment of time
I must be dreaming and this dream should never die
Baby u, show me forever
And it's love.
I feel the warmth on your lips
I am lost inside ur breathe
I can reach the stars
Believe in angels that fly
I found the taste of sorrow
If i can't have u near
My whole world's around u
Like the stars would shine, forever
I feel the warmth on your lips
I am lost inside ur breathe
I can reach the stars
Believe in angels that fly
I found the taste of sorrow
If i can't have u near
My whole world's around u
Like the stars would shine, forever
(baby) u can be surei'll always be here
U had me believed in love when u whipered into my heart
I'll be ur only and u'll be the only light
Baby u, show me forever
And it's love

i'm so happy now luh. all my troubles and unhappiness have gone away after hearing and founding this song. YES!!!!

sad post :(

jus on the way home, i dunno what happen to me, i jus flare a very big temper at my darlings. threw the cigar on the floor and then walked away. straight go buy a cold drink and drank up the packet of drink at one go. few days ago, the doctor jus told me not to drink too cold stuff, not to eat too spicy, too oily and dairy products for the time being, or else my gastric will have a hole and need to stay hospital.
i did not listen to what the doctor has said, jus at mac i ate the mac spicy and drank cold drinks. my gastric is hurting now. very painful. swallow 2pills of the gastic medicine and feels better now. tsk!

feeling down today, and my mind wonder off. thought of mummy and daddy. maks me even more sad. tears rolling down my eyes, like tap water.

thinking back, mummy leave us when i was at the age of 9. at that time, i was like primary 3 onli and i have to bear the pain of mummy leaving the world and leaving me. i can still rmb how my whole family bluff me from the truth. brought me home from school, brougt me back to my old house to collect clothing and went to grandma house. i can still rmb the process, as this has always been a pain and scar in my heart and memory. at that period of time, i starve myself, thinking so naive tat if i dun eat, mummy will come back and care for me. but in the end, the answer is no. mummy will not be coming back at all. not for 1sec, but for life.
seeing mummy lying in the comfy coffin, having tat beautiful sleeping face, i really wanna accompany mummy at that point of time. from tat day onward, i've bacome a single parent child.
stayed at grandma house from tat day. as daddy dun want us anymore.

can u imagine daddy telling grandma infront of mummy deathbed tat he dun wanna have any relationship with us anymore since mummy is gone. can u image a father saying this. i really cannt imagine. daddy dun want us anymore. i can still rmb how daddy dote on me these years and suddenly he told u tat dun call him, cos his wife will tot tat he is having another affair outside. can u imagine when ur father told u this. my heart actually break at that point of time. he actually said this to us.

argh!dun wanna think of tat stupid guy anymore. slowly i start to lost confidence in guys le. starting to think tat are all guys like tat? is this the way they treat their future child and wife? this is still a question.