Eating Vegetarian for life???

Hmmm,today me and my granduncle talk alot...Cos recently i'm not feeling well and thus all my family members asked me to eat vegetarian for life as my stomach cannot take the pressure...Then he told me a story...He says that in the past when my dad and mum made a vow to eat vegetarian and not to eat meat for life...Buit in the end,they broke the vow and thus we have to tak the respnsibility of our parents breaking the vow...But since my mun wanna tak the responsibility by herself,she decides to leave the world and continue her punishment in the "tian lao"...But as for us,we also has to tak on some punishment...As for my sister,she follow my mum ways,cos she did not wanna listen to wad my grandma say and thus this is now the life she has to take...
As for me,the punishment is quite light,cos i onli cannt tak meat,as for my bro,i'm not so sure yet...But i think i have lots of sins in me as i have done lots of bad things this few days...I've been thinking through wad my granduncle have told me today and oso wad my grandma suggest to me abt...I think it is quite true,cos everybody has to tak their retribution in wadever things they do on earth...As for me,i think i've already got mine...But i still nid time to think whether i can eat vegetarian for life not,cos the temptation of meat is too strong for me...But my granduncle say all this are bullshit,all i nid to do is jus get season to it and everything will be fine...He oso say that wad goes in is different ,but wad comes out is the same,so does the food really make a great difference???This sentence is quite true la,budden i still nid time...Hmm,but i will really consider this queation,cos this is lyk a life and death,once u make the vow,u cannt break the vow,or else u and ur family will suffer...I really dun wanna go through the path that my mum and dad went through...