Gulity

Today i did something that made me feel gulity...But luckily that person dun blame me le...
The story is lyk tat de,today my granduncle is in-charge of the cooking for a funeral,so he was busy the whole morning cooking food for the ppl there...Around 1430,it was time to go home and i was rushing home as i was tired,but my aunties said tat since granduncle oso wanna go to the same place as u,why dun u wait for him...So i waited...When its time,me,my grandaunty and uncle was about to go and found out tat there is not enough place to sit and my grandaunty nod to go home by herself...So i was thinkin tat since i'm the younger generation,i nid to let my place out...So i say tat i can hold the thing on my lap and grandaunty sit in the front sit...After grandaunty left the car,we continue on our journey,and when it comes to the traffic light,the light suddenly changed into red and my granduncle took a sudden brake...Before the brake comes,i had to hold on to all the things beside me,of cos la,i could not hold to all the things and so the plate of noodles fall to the floor and granduncle is v furious tat he show me a fierce stern...I was so gulity at tat time and i feel lyk crying but i hold back my tears...Tat expression on his eyes is really unforgettable,i really cannt forget tat fierce eyes laid on me...
I really wanna say sorry to him but i can't open my mouth to say it...And i oso dunno how to phrase my wordings...I'm still v gulity,but jus when i went down to tak things from my granduncle,he is back to normal le,i dunno whether it is infront of me then lyk tat or wad...But i'm happy tat he is ok in mood le...But still v scared...