Am i gonna tell him?

Well,came back home early today,cos i skipped front office...Hmmmz,today is the day where me and ben broke up 3mths ago...Feel so sudden emo today lar,dunno what to do,in a lost....Then also,i gave up in minimizing the photos le...Been doing on the photos for hours le,still haven k yet...Dunno what to do with it le...Haix...

Hmmz,jus receive ben email not long ago...He ask me agin whether i wanna patch back anot...At first i really dunno what to do,so i mail rachael,she say tat since i still have the feeling for him,why dun we patch back,but i mus knw one thing is tat i'm sure abt my feelings now,but i'm not sure abt the future...Cos its like 3yrs lei,u might not knw wad will happen during this 3yrs right...Everything might canhge or might not...Cos we cannt predict anything...
So i told him the truth...I told ben tat my feelings for him is still there,but i'm not sure abt the future...And i also told him tat long-distance relationship will not last long if one party is not willing...So if u are not willing to sacrifice ur time for this long-distance relationship,then let us jus be friends for the rest of our lives...
I dunno what he will reply me luh,cos i jus send the msg...The chance now is 50-50...

Sorry gals...Cos i nev tell u what i'm thinking and i jus leave school by saying that i'm tired...Actually i'm not tired lar,its jus tat i dun wanna be sad infront of u all tat why i came home early...Home u gals will understand...And also,its not tat i dun wanna tell u all wad happen between me and ben now,its jus tat i dunno how to phrase...Really...One day when everything is settle,then if u all asked,i will surely tell u all what exactly happen...