Monday, 15 October 2007

Monday blues or dislike monday timetable?!

Today is monday...And its a wonderful day with friends and a terrible day with teacher...LOL...Seriously dun like monday and tues timetable cos its jus too long for the day...Today we got 2 english lesson,and it was like hell le lar during her lesson...Jus dun like to attend,but how...Its a no choice de lor...Then got tat productivity studies also,dunno wad the hell teacher is talking abt...Then the notes that he flashed on the transparency is all over lar,we have to keep on filp thru to find where we are suppose to highlight...Hmmmz,ms chia lesson was quite ok lar,onli today not quite listening cos i was reading magazine...LOL...


Then tml lesson was terrible again...Got long periods...3hrs 3hrs lesson...First is mr norman de,nxt is mr foo de...LONG MAN!!!Argh,how to tahan...Actually mr foo lesson is ok lar,jus haven to listen attentively then u can catch wad he is talking abt and also write it on the book,but the most inpt problem is tat our class is not quiet lar,its noisy lor,then like tat very hard to catch le,mus really open our ears big big de then can catch...

Read the I magazine today,i played with the card thingy inside the magazine...They ask me not to think abt the past and walk ahead to the future...The past is saying abt my past relationship and all the people related...But i was asking myself,can i dun think abt u?Can i really let down the relationship between u and me?Can i really do that?I dunno,all these questions are all moving around my head,i was thinking really very hard...Then jus in class i think abt u again...Cos jus in school,there was a heavy downpour,and i rmb wad has happen exactly...
That day was also having heavy downpour,grandma wasn't in the city,grandma was in China...Then i slpet all alone in the room,tat night,the lightening was extremely bright,i was so scared tat i called my uncle to ask one of my cousin up to sleep with me...While waiting for them to come up,i called u and ask u to talk to me...But u were damm sleepy tat day and u cannt be bother to talk to me,in the end all i heard was ur snoring...Although at tat time i was angry with u,but i still wanna thank u tat u make it a point to call me early in the moring to check tat whether i'm alright...U say lar,all the memories with u,do u think i can let down this relationship easily...U went to America already 8mths le...Came back during july end and early august...Do u knw tat i brok down when u flew back to America...I think u dun knw ba,cos i nev tell u...Do u knw at that point of time,i really knw wad u meant by heartache...And also,at tat time,i realise how much i love u...But now,all thses have already ended...Time cannt turn back...And u will not come back to me also...


Ok,enuf abt all thses le...I really wanna thanks all my friends who are by my side when i'm down...Esp when i'm in school...U all jus knw how to make me smile,or even laugh...I dunno,my onli motivation to go school is my friends in school...Although sometimes i might be irritating and also said things tat shoulden't be said,but i dun mean it...U knw de,sometimes when i'm angry,anything can come out from my mouth,although some might not be the feeling tat are in my heart...LOVES!!!I really feel loved by u all...//

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