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Today is a unhappy day f0r me bahz...Dun feel t0o g0od t0day,dunn0 why,when the sch0ol is ending s0on,suddenly i jus feel s0 sad and angry...When 0n the way h0me,i sm0ke a stick 0f cigar,actually the anger is still there,wanting t0 take an0ther stick 0ut de,but think f0r awhile...Then nev sm0ke le...0n the train,i br0ke d0wn,szehui ask what happen,i didn't said a w0rd...I dunn0 why,mayb n0t cl0se with her ba,tats why i nev sat anything...

I really dunn0 why,why mus u treat me like that...Its like,i dunn0 lar,this is what i feel...Its seems like u are always treating me s0 fierce,n0t like h0w u treat the rest...I've been n0ticing this very l0ng le,and als0 t0ld u bef0re,but i think u can't rmb anym0re ba...I dunn0,i jus dun like the feeling 0f being "special"..."special" in the sense that u treat me fiercer than anyb0dy else...Like f0r the sh0e case,u t0ld me 0ff in a fierce manner,but f0r liting lei,u talk t0 her pr0perly...Dun u think its unfair,0r mayb i'm sensitive ba...But this is what i feel...Mayb u might think why dun i tell u straight that i dun like,its n0t that i dun wanna tell u straight,is i dunn0 h0w t0 0pen my m0uth and say...I scared that the w0rds that i said might hurt u,s0 i have decided n0t t0 tell u...
(Maybe u might read it, maybe u might n0t...But pls dun be 0ffended)


Feeling much better after watching 公主小妹,i feel much better...c0s the sh0w is quite funni and als0 maybe i receive ben's email als0 bahz...I dunn0 why,everyday up0n receiving his email,i will feel that i'm xingfu...But i jus dun wanna grab this xingfu pr0perly,i jus ch0se t0 let him g0...