I have lots of things to complain today...I'm being bullied...

1.Granduncle ask me to cook noodles(this point is ok la,cos everybody is busy)
2.Granduncle ask me to cook the rice tat needed to be used in the aftnoon
3.After the rice is cooked,he ask me to scoope up the rice frm the big big cooker(nearly burn my hand)
4.Sprained my back(dunno when),still ask me to stood up and down

I'm bullied the whole day today lor,even the pot oso bully me...Cook the noodles tat time,the water splash so high tat it land on my hand...Wah,u knw how painful the feeling was not...Then somemore i cannt leave the noodles there and put my hand under the clod water...Hand is burning hot...I think after cooking arnd 4-5 plates of noodles le then i put my hands under the cold water ba...My hand now is still feeling hot and painful...Feel lyk putting colgate(but i tot of a show,they say tat putting colgate on the burn part will onli mak things worse),so nev put...Jus hang up a phone call wit peiching,cos aft reading her mail,i dun quite understand,so i called her...Hmmm,class gathering on 8th july-10th july...OMG!!!Rach is coming back...I really miss her alot...But i dunno whether i can mak it on the 8th not lei...Cos i need to help out my grandma...But i will try to find someone to help me out,cos as the kids start skul le,they oso have homework de ma,oso cannt ask them to go down every sunday de...If i suai.tat day i ask for help,all say got tuition then i cannt go down wit the class to siloso beach le...Sobx...I WANNA GO!!!

Tml after work going to gym...Getting fatter and fatter by day...Hmm,still in holi mood,dunno when then will switch back to schooling mood...LOLX,got my salary today,wondering whether to buy tat show acted by zax wang not lei...40VCD cost me arnd $40...But dunno how many DVD cost me arnd $50...Dunno wanna buy not lei...But see the preview on the tele very funni...Argh,temtation...OMG,cheryl,u must ctrl urself...Cannt keep on spent $$$ on shows le...U are now studying in a very expensive skul and u need $$$...OMG,in my mind now is all $$$ $$$,all is the school fault lo,by the end of this mth wan arnd $3000 plus again...*faint*

New challenge coming

Jus look through my orientation file...Looking al the pages full of words and pictures make me feel lyk sleeping...Stop at the course schedule page...Awww,they have already planned a 2 full year of what we are gonna do and guess wad,another 2 more mths we are having our first exam...Its on the 17/09/2007...Crazy right...Haven start skul then show exam dates...Making me feel lyk my whole stomach is full wit butterflies...Argh...Abit regret abt my decision going into shatec...But cannt change my mind le,i spent almost $14K in this skul...Lyk wad peiching say,they are blood suckers...Nezt,i stop at my time table page,can u believe tat i spent almost 12hrs in skul...Might as well i bring all my barang barang to skul and stay overnight there...Starting skul as early as 8am and end as late as 7.30-8pm...12hrs of skul lei...But ok la,in the middle got a break of 2hrs...Maby can tak a nap or something...But peiching timetable is better lo...She start skul late...Lyk arnd 10.30am...Wah,lyk tat dunno she can slp how much longer than us...But tricia is the most poorthing de lo,she stay so far,need to wake up earlier than me...Ok la,dun fuss anymore...
Saying all these makes me think of GSS...At first when i step into that skul,i oso fuss alot and the first sentence i stepped into the skul is "I WANT A TRANSFER"!!!Cool right...Haven got to knw any of my classmate and here i am wanting a transfer...But still,i'm ask to stay in GSS...But as times pass,i got to love GSS as i got to knw my lovely classmates...Thinking now tat the class dun have yongwei awful singing,peiching shouting,jurrel complaining,meiling laughter and the whole class bullying teachers together...All these,shatec dun have...OMG!!!Yesterday heard frm peiching tat our past sec 4 block has been tore down and now classes are using containers as classroom,dunno whether inside got aircon not lei...Hmmm,but compare lyk tat,GSS still win shatec in terms of teachers,classmates,environment,timetable,activities,rules and regulations...Its all the things in GSS cannt compare to shatec...GSS is too good to be compare le...I really miss it

The orientation today !@#$%&*

Argh,all the while i tot tat today orientation will be fun and will be making lots of friends...All this are my imagination...shit man...The orientation is lyk sucks la,the teachers speech is lyk argh,boring is the onli word to describe the feeling in the room hearing the course tutor giving his speech...Then the ppl inside the room is lyk no energy de lo(although i'm oso lyk half dead)...But there is no one in the room tat will brighten the atmosphere in the room...But nvm,got tricia and peiching accompanying me in the orientation...And the most saddest thing is tat peiching is not in the same class as we are...So sad...At first tot that we 3 will be in the same class,but in the end...Onli got me and tricia...Where got tian li de...
After the orientation,we went to westmall to walk and buy shoes for skul reopen...Then me and peiching bought 2 very cute pencil box frm percious moments...Before all those shoppings,we went to sake sushi to have our breakfast cum lunch...Argh,i ate alot...HAving a competition wit aunty dawnna see who can slim more in 1 mth...I dunno whether i got confident not lei...Hmmm,but mus try lo...Frm tml morning onwards,eating cereal every morning...That kind of cereal is not ordinary cereal tat will make ppl hungry aft awhile de...Tat can last u for 2 meals...Fantastic right...Gonna eat tat tml...

Tml is Orientation day!!!

The day where i've been awaiting for has arrived...And TML is the big day for tricia,peiching and me...Wahahahha...ORIENTATION DAY!!!Wowowowo...Getting to knw more new friends and oso getting to knw our course tutor...Aft the orientation,we are going to town to buy stuff...Hmmm,tml will be a busy day i think...
Yesterday before i offline,i chatted wit peiching...She say tat in our life,we do not have mich time to be unhappy...Hmm,i quite agree wit what she say...God make us is for us to be happy wit our lives and not to be unhappy...So i will try my v best to "zhen zuo" within a short time...So pls wait and i will become the old cheryl again...Haix,later still need to go tuition my friend...So tired...

Jus came back frm the market wit grandma...Later making some pineapple tarts to sell...Dunno how come grandma has such "xing zhi" to do these pineapple tarts...Doing pineapple tarts isn't a simple job...It has lots of work to do...Jus simple cooking the pineapple itself can make up to hours and hours of cooking...Yawn...Feel so tired...
Yeaterday chatted with tricia online...She is quite clever,knwing tat i bought "Summer X Summer" jus from my display nick...Clever gal...In my mind,i always tot that tricia is a gal who is abit toot toot de...But recently i feel tat she is clever in ways tat she knws ppl feeling in jus words from display names...I jus dunno how to explain...But we have decided tat aft the orientation,we are going to town to buy stuff tat are necessary for sch start...Today tricia will be asking peichign to come along wit us on the 28th,aft the orientation...Hmmm,orientation is jus 2 days away...Time really files...From january,i waited for the results to be out...Finally,the result come out during mid feb or mar...Then i applied for the admission to poly courses,waited for the reply till april...Then sign up for Shatec,waited till may...Now july is comin,tat mean sch is starting soon...Woooooooo,i'm excited...
Jus in the market,i took the pictures tat the sch wanted...The pictures come out ok...But aft taking the pictures,i felt giddy...MAyb the light is too bright...ANyway,aft all the marketing,my grandma,me,eldest grandaunty and third grandaunty sat down for a cup of tea...They talked...Then my third grandaunty suddenly ask me abt my daddy...Whether i've seen him for the past few months...So i said tat i jus saw him recently...Abt 2-3weeks ago...He came to pass some things to my sis and oso gave me his fav pen...Saying tat this pen will accompany me through my years of studying...And oso he beside me while i'm studying...

This is my new hairstyle and colour...Style?!I quite lyk this colour...Brownish black...

Hmmm,recently i'm out of love...Dunno why...My mind say dun lyk him le,but dunno why my heart is so painful when saying goodbye to him...Dun feel lyk goin anywhere...But peiching/kailing/meiling/siying/xuanmin/tricia they are going for a dinner tml...Dunno want to go not...Dun feel lyk stepping out of the hse...Feel so miserable...Nev tell anyone abt this,not even meiling...But i told kailing ytd night...Cos she ask me out for the dinner...

Hmmm,today is a great day for me...Yeah!!!Cos i got back my phone,FINALLY!!!I miss u alot...Ya,today i oso went to bukit panjang plaza wit nicole(my cousin) to buys some stuff...Hmmm,wad i bought lei...Let me think...I bought pens,pencil,rubber,highlighter,ruler,perfume,handphone sticker,white chocolate(the one where peiching treat me eat while i help her to do some stuff...Finally found it le,bought it in 7-11...And its real name is called MENTRESER!!!),hairband,rubber band,earrings...This is all le ba...Actually i wanted to buy VCD to watch de...But i'm out of cash aft buying so much stuff...Next time ba...When i go to my granduncle stall to work...But i think the chances are low le...Cos skul starting soon le...But they say if i get my timetable le,then if sat no skul,ask me to go down to help them oso...Thinkin through whether wanna go down not...But most prob going down ba...
Tml is another day for me to slack at home...But tml i need to accompany peiching to polyclinic to do a full body checkup...Hmm,if go in the aftnoon,maybe i will be going down to my granduncle there to have breakfast wit my grandma,uncle derrick and aunty jas...Ltr will msg peiching and ask her...Tats all for today le...Going to find some songs to put in my phone...Buaiz

Awww,i miss my handphone...Let me count,5 days without my phone...How i survive over this 5 days,i oso dunno...maybe i learn how to control le ba...Wow wow wow,cheryl has a great ability to control herself not to look at her handphone for 5 days...Clap...Hmmm,today same as the past,TIRED!!!But never mind,stopping this thing tml...Tml is the last day for me to wake up late...Yeah!!!
Yesterday,meiling/kailing/tricia/peiching/siying/xuanmin went out together...I didn't follow...They surely have a fun time...I can feel it through reading peiching blog...Suddenly i felt that they are so close to me,yet the feeling is thus far...I wonder when did this feeling come between my friends...Well,now i dun like to use the term "sisters" anymore...Friends sound more realistic...Hmm,actually me having this feeling cannt be blame de,cos it was me always dun have the time to go out wit them...Or in another words,i love the feeling of staying at home accompany grandma...Hmmm,maybe is the way grandma brought me up,it makes me lyk the feeling of being at home...Well,i dun denied the fact that family comes first compare to friends in my heart as i have lost my mother already and i dun wanna lose any of them anymore...Or oso can say tat everytime when i'm free,they are busy,and when i'm busy,they are free...Its heaven fate sometimes...But ok la,at least we still have some topic to talk to online...

Getting new hair cut

Well well well...Jus come back from work...Now the time is 1615,peiching told me ytd tat the rest of the gals are going for a pool session tml,ask me whether i wanna go not...I rejected...Cos tml still got work,then somemore i jus come home onli...Hmmm,feel so exhusted...But ltr still need to go to the salon to get a hair cut,and new hair colour...Hmmm,mayb dark brown or blackish brown suits me???School starting soon,get a fresh hair style to have a fresher look in school...Work work work,start woking from last friday le,but how come my wallet the money nev increase before de...I knw why,cos i spent alot...Once i get my pay,i will start buying things tat i need for daily life...Lyk facial scrub,toner,expoilating scrub(dunno how to spell),VCD(most impt) etc...I jus knw tat i got lots of things haven buy yet...
Recently staying up late to watch a show tat i've jus bought -- 熱情仲夏...A nice show to watch...Cannot stop watching it...But no choice,the next day always got work,so cannt watch till so late...The most is 1am in the morning...Cos the nxt day still have to wake up at 4.30am...My life haven been going crazy for this 1wk2days...Waking up so early to work,off work onli arnd 2.30pm,but still have to clean up the stall till 3plus 4pm...Phew,so tired...The cleaning up is more teadous then cooking noodles for customers...All the stuff are so oily...Then somemore i nev wash plates and works before...But now i have tp start learning all these le...Argh,hands getting rougher and rougher...Need to put lotion le...My jade hand...

I'm exhusted!!!

I'm so real exhusted!!!Wake up real early today to work...Somemore is last mintue de,slp half way then let a phone call disturb...Argh,from last friday till this sunday,i have to wake up real early around 5am to work...And the worst thing is tat i coulden't slp in the night...I have already use to the late timing to slp in the night...Not enough slp,heavy eye bags...Argh...I really cannt believe tat goin to skul everyday doesn't give me eye bag...But aft i graduated,eye bags are hunting me...They are scary...
Hmmm,actually,today i promise peiching to accompany her to go for a full body checkup de,but my granduncle last mintue call me to work so i cannt accompany peiching go see doctor...But we have change the date to this monday...Feel lyk slpin,but so awake...Yawn...

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I AM SO FUSTRATED!!!I AM REALLY AT A LOSS!!!I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO!!!I'M GOING BONKERS!!!HELP!!!!!

I'm irritated and fustrated abt myself?...Or issit him?

AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!I'm so fustrated and irritated...Dunno whether is fustrated abt myself or him...I really cannt stand le...I'm confused wit the feelin in me...I dunno whether i still love him not...But seeing him makes me feel happy,the feelin where nobody can giv me...Is this real love...I dunno...But he is the only one who gave me this feeling before...I knw tat it is not right to have a relationship now,but...I oso dunno...But he msg me every night,telling me how much he cares abt me and how much he thinks abt me when he is in america...But can all these be trusted?I've seen so much ppl getting themselves injured in relationsip...Good examples are all around me,but how come my heart doesn't listen to my mind...I'm not so sure...I really dunno...

I wanna move,but something is pulling me back...

Woopee,school orientation is coming soon...Ermmm,another 18days...Lolx,i feel excited wanting to meet new friends to widen my knowledge abt this world...In my thinking,going to shatec is a good experience as ppl studying in shatec have different age rabge as u...There are ppl studying there wit age 17-25?I think so ba,cos it is consider as a private sch,and i think it is maore interesting as poly...Although nid to wear uniform,its alright...As long as the books and things tat i'm learning is what i'm interested in...Others,it none of my business le...Going to a new environment,a new school compound,a new batch of friends,a new batch of teachers tat all i nev met before...All these look scary right,but its ok,cos i knw tat there are 2 friends accompaning me to the same course,same school and same class...

Alright,something is bothering me this few days...I coulden't sleep well,cos i've been thinking abt this problem over and over again...He called me again,asking whether i'm still avaliable...Why?Why come and ask me this question when we have nothing to do wit each other again...Why let me think of the unhappy past again lei,seeing me sad and cry u very happy issit...Is there something wrong wit u...?Even if i'm avaliabe,wad has it got to do wit u...Dun u think tat u are selfish by throwing me aside,and a few months later and come and ask me this question...I knw tat u went overseas to study,so i let u go...But u are the one who dun wan me...Not me ok!!!I really wanna move on,stop pulling me back...I'm not sure whether u still love me not,but all i can say is tat i've changed...I'm not the girl who will care abt u,who will think abt u,and the girl who will cook for u when u are sick...I'm sorry...I dunno whether tis decision is right not,but u really break my heart in the past and recently i've just recover,but here u are again making all the scars visible...I dun deined tat we have a wonderful past...We did lots of things together,and u make me feel loved whenever special occassion come...But do u think u can move me again wit all the pain u gave me...I dun knw...But now the problem doesn't lies in me,its u...Are u sure who is in ur heart now?Are u confirm tat we can go back to the past...If u cannt confirm,then pls let me go..

Is maths easy???

Ia maths really easy???Just i was teaching my cousin and brother maths,it was my favourite subject as i always score well in this subject(onli in special occassion then score badly)...After teaching them,it made me feel tat maths has becoming tougher and tougher,the feeling isn't right when i did maths during my primary 5 & 6 years...Their maths is counted difficult in their age...Even now,primary 5 question need algebra to slove even though they haven learn yet...Hmmm,i wonder why the govt set such high standard for them now...I think tat at this age,they should have a wonderful childhood and studies as well...But not so difficult for their standard la...
So matthew suddenly ask me wad i grade did i get for my 'O' lvl maths...So i told him tat i got a B3 gor e-maths ans A2 for a-maths...Then he replied,"A2 onli"...Wow,such a onli to me...So i told him,do u think it is easy getting a A2 & B3...Do u knw how much hard work we have put in to get this grade and do u knw how many ppl are there in the world taking 'O' lvl...Getting this grade is already very good,at least this shows tat i have done alot to deserve this grade...So i tell him,if u find tat maths is easy in secondary level,then u get an A1 in both maths for me in the future if u have the chance...After telling him this,i think back alot,the times where we stayed back late in school to finish up our homeowrk(mostly maths)...Every monday staying in school with mr koh,redardless of rain & shine...Coming back every saturday in the morning for a-maths and afternoon for e-maths...It was quite a torturing at that time and i really feel lyk giving up in some occassion,but i perservere on as i thought of my grandma...
Hmmm,now then i knw how impt is education now to all the ppl in singapore...Really,without an education,u get to no where...In singapore now,even cleaners oso need to learn how to speak english,and everyone is trying very hard to attend as much courses as possible jus to keep their rice bowl...So i mus work harder to get into the job tat i lyk...

Yesterday and Today!

Hihi,yesterday i had no time to write my blog as i was very tired after helping my grandma to make tonnes and tonnes of ingredients to make the chinese dumpling as the dumpling festival is comin -- 19th june...Hmmm,seeing my grandma making all the ingredients looks easy to me thoughout the years,but this year,i volunteer to help my grandma as she wanna make double the amount compare to last year...So she has to prepare 100kg of glutinous rice,14kg of chestnut,10 balls of kee(to mak the rice of the kee zang to be yellow),15kg of vegetarian meat,15kg of rock sugar etc...Its alot and all the children in the family oso help out here and there whenever they have finish their homework...Really very tired yesterday,but i dunno why i coulden't sleep last night...I slept around 1 plus...
Wad did i do today lei???I woke up from the wrong side of the bed today cos my uncle was so damm noisy...My whole family wanna go out to eat breakfast,but i'm still sleeping,so he went into the room,keep knocking on the cupboard,and u knw the sound of knocking is so irritating,so i surrender and wake up...After waiting for 30min for me to wash up and changed,we all went to granduncle stall to have our breakfast...Oh ya,i'm oso very excited for tml,cos aunty jasmine ask me to be her model for tml medicure and peticure...I dunno wad she will do cos my nails are so damm short,lyk no nails,but she say she still can do the treatment for me...Lets see tml...=)

A fun and tiring day

Wow,today is really a fun and tiring day for me...Hmmm,early in the morning around 9am,my whole family wokes up and we went for breakfast together...After breakfast,we discussed whether to go home to rest or to go out for a while,so we decided to go out...
First we went to different fish shop to look at the different kinds of fish as my uncle says tat our fish tank at home looks quite empty,so we went to look at fishes...At last we stop at qian hu fish farm to buy fish...My crazy uncle bought a small "da bian yu" for $35 and we all scold him siao,then he says tat its worth cos tat fish is branded and the patteren on the fish oso quite nice...Then my grandma bought 3 fighting fish,5 clams,2 red parrot fish,2 golden sand fish and 6 jiu jie long...Guess how much we spend on all these...We spend a total of $141.60 on jus a few types of fish...Crazy right...
Next we proceed to the hay farm to buy some goat milk to drink,cos grandma say since the doctor say tat i cannt drink milk then i drink goat milk lo and it is also good for my gastric...When we are on our way to the hay farm,my grandma say some edible fruits hanging on the tree and its ripe,so she ask my uncle to pluck some to eat when we go home...While plucking,my aunty(jasmine) says tat becareful,cos ltr police will catch,then my uncle say wun de la...After reaching the hay farm,my grandma and my third-grandaunty were purchasing those goat milk...Me,jasmine aunty,uncle and clare went to feed those goats...Although its smelly,but after seeing those goats especially those young ones,all the smell has gone away...Its really fun and the young goats and adults goats were cute...Their fur was rough...At first i tot it was smooth...
After all these events,actually we still wanna go some more places,but my grandma says tat she still have alot of dumpling ingredients haven make yet,so we went home...I think tat although i did not sleep much,but going out with them is really fun,i can learn alot though all these outings...

I need some time...

Hmmm,today is another tiring day of work...Work,Slack,Work,Slack... ... ... ... is now in my dictonary only,cos i haven start school and besides slacking at home,i cannt do anything...I'm really bored...Yesterday kailing called me to go back to teck wah to work,but i reject her cos she called on the wrong day...I got work today...Today my granduncle told me something,he say tat "On wednesday,we whole day hit housefly,thursday we work like mad,today we whole day hit housefly"...then i said jokingly "Cos i'm in the stall,tats y ppl dun wanna come"...When he heard wad i say,his first reaction was,"So u dun wanna come to work le la,then my businesss will be good again"...Then i was there nodding my head furiously and he say "U wait long oso dun have this priviledge"...This is how me and my relative communicate...Funni way right...But i think tat in this way,our relationship is better and this also let me say out my troubles easily...Me and my youngest grandaunty relationship is the best,she knws wad i want and she also encourages me whenever we see each other every sunday...

I got another thing to say to a person: -
I'm sorry if i had hurt u after u have read my older post and it is not tat i cannt accept u as my friend after wad have happen,and i also have felt tat u have been trying very hard to maintain the friendship,but i really need some time...I rmb once when i quarrel with meiling,i also say to her tat i need some time to cool down,so she leave me alone...So after abt a few days or a week time,we are back together in school,doing duty together and chatting together...So its not tat i cannt accept back the friendship and i also knw tat all those words of yours are just angry words,but i just wanna confirm tat those aren't real...And now i have confirm tat all the words tat u say aren't real...So all i nid now is TIME!!!Hope u are understanding enough to give me,and i have confident tat we will be as close as the past...Hope to see u in orientation...We go together k...I will text u again...

Today when i come back from work,i saw matthew and aaron doing their assessment book,then matthew come and ask me abt his work and its also my favourite subject -- MATHS...But after reading a few question,i realise tat my foundation have really dropped,or is the syallbus and standard have gone up...I dunno,but the standard of primary 5 maths have really gone up...Its lyk secondary school maths...So scary...I feel so stress,after the june holidays,aaron onli left abt 2-3 months before his PSLE,but he have no improvement in any of his subject,instead,all his grades went down...Scary right...This is the worst nightmare i ever had...I'm really scared tat he cannt go up to secondary school...I've been wondering y both his elder sister can study,but he cannt lei...Alhtough my sister did not complete her secondary 2,but everyone knws tat she has the potential to study de,but she dun wan onli...And me is all hardwork...My grades are lousier then hers,but i have peserverance to complete my education and now i'm waiting to continue my tertiary education...I dunno whether all my accomplishment of mine is being blessed my my mother or grandfather up there,but i nid to thank them...Cos whenever i'm stress,i took out my mother picture and talk to her...After talking,i felt better and continue studying...This is the method where i always release my problem and stress form school work and family matter...Thank You mummy =)

Feeling ... ... ...

I dunno how to explain the feeling that i have now...I knw tat although we have already clear all the doubts tat we are having in the past and we are now friends again...But it really let me play back all the past tat how have i treated you to make u say all these when u are quarreling with me...I knw tat i shoulden't say all this things now,but i really feel very troubled after reading your blog...In your mind do i really look tat i come closer to you to be your frined is just tat i wanna knw more information abt steven...?In your mind do u really think tat i'm a gal who likes to copy all the things you wanna do and like...?In your mind do u really think tat i'm ugly for both inside and outside...?Is it ture tat the rest of my friends do not regard me as onw of their friends as well...?I really feel lyk asking u all these question after reading your blog...Or m i wrong in asking for your blog address...Am i really such a sucker in your eyes...U use lots of vulgar on your blog posting when quarreling with me,does tat means u really dun lyk me in the past,or till now...?Really,it true tat aft reading,i really think tat all my nthinking in the past is not wrong at all,nobody likes me right...Cos lyk wad u say everybody thinks tat i'm a hyprocrate...Is it...
I knw now at this time i should not say all this,but i really cannot help...Cos i cried half way reading your blog...Or... ... ...I dunno...I really dunno

Feeling Irritated!!!

Today when i went down to the coffee shop to help my grnduncle to sell food,i met my third grandaunty...She loves to pass sacarstic remarks on ppl cos she do not like to see ppl better then her...So she say to me in a way tat i hate most,she says tat "Your behaviour and clothing attire more and more lyk your sister",so i ask y lei...Then she say "You ask y lei issit u think tat ur sister behaviour and clothing attire aceptable then u wanna learn issit"...So i raised my voice and say tat now wad kind of style the fashion is going then i wear how...I did not follow my sister style...Then she oso say tat my clothing and those malay their clothing the same...So its lyk i was thinking,of cos is the same la,cos now everybody is up to fashion ma,so the style of clothing will be imilar the ma,then she say until lyk i wanna become ah lian le...Wad the F la,onli thinks tat she and her grand-daughter is the best...She herelf dunno how to take care of her grand-daughter and her own children then wanna come and say other ppl...Her grand-daughter attitude even worse then me lo,she still knw how to stare at adults tat scold her and oso knw how to talk back...Lyk tat call good la...Lyk shit onli lo,i feel lyk shouting at her face and tell her tat all my cousin behaviour and attitude is much more better then her grand-daughter la,more civilised...Where got lyk hers,no jia jiao at all de...Whole day whole night say i will beat u to death when she do something wrong,in the end lei...No action was done,this is why her grand-daughter attitude sucks...

Confused!!!

Hmmm,long time no see le...Miss writng here cos onli a few ppl knw this website...So i feel very safe writing here,cos nobody will knw too much of me...I'm writing today cos i feel very confuse over 1 thing that have been bothering me for a long long time...I dunno whether it is right to confess to him not...Cos recently i've been watching a show called --- Triumph in the skies...Actually this show have been broadcast on TV le,but i love watching this show as all the stories tat happen might be true,as according to real life cos nobody will knw wad will happen nxt...MAybe the nxt min tat u knw,u are already dead...So aft listening ti this phrase,i've been thinking whether to confess not...Cos "jin ri bu zhi ming tian shi",if i dun say it out now,i will regret ba...Or maybe vice versa...I'm really very confused...But i'm sure abt my feeling in the heart,the feeling have nev been so ture yet...But i'm afraid tat if i say out,we might not be even friends...I worried and scared...Is this wad ppl called low self-esteem???I really dunno...