Confused!!!

Hmmm,long time no see le...Miss writng here cos onli a few ppl knw this website...So i feel very safe writing here,cos nobody will knw too much of me...I'm writing today cos i feel very confuse over 1 thing that have been bothering me for a long long time...I dunno whether it is right to confess to him not...Cos recently i've been watching a show called --- Triumph in the skies...Actually this show have been broadcast on TV le,but i love watching this show as all the stories tat happen might be true,as according to real life cos nobody will knw wad will happen nxt...MAybe the nxt min tat u knw,u are already dead...So aft listening ti this phrase,i've been thinking whether to confess not...Cos "jin ri bu zhi ming tian shi",if i dun say it out now,i will regret ba...Or maybe vice versa...I'm really very confused...But i'm sure abt my feeling in the heart,the feeling have nev been so ture yet...But i'm afraid tat if i say out,we might not be even friends...I worried and scared...Is this wad ppl called low self-esteem???I really dunno...