I need some time...

Hmmm,today is another tiring day of work...Work,Slack,Work,Slack... ... ... ... is now in my dictonary only,cos i haven start school and besides slacking at home,i cannt do anything...I'm really bored...Yesterday kailing called me to go back to teck wah to work,but i reject her cos she called on the wrong day...I got work today...Today my granduncle told me something,he say tat "On wednesday,we whole day hit housefly,thursday we work like mad,today we whole day hit housefly"...then i said jokingly "Cos i'm in the stall,tats y ppl dun wanna come"...When he heard wad i say,his first reaction was,"So u dun wanna come to work le la,then my businesss will be good again"...Then i was there nodding my head furiously and he say "U wait long oso dun have this priviledge"...This is how me and my relative communicate...Funni way right...But i think tat in this way,our relationship is better and this also let me say out my troubles easily...Me and my youngest grandaunty relationship is the best,she knws wad i want and she also encourages me whenever we see each other every sunday...

I got another thing to say to a person: -
I'm sorry if i had hurt u after u have read my older post and it is not tat i cannt accept u as my friend after wad have happen,and i also have felt tat u have been trying very hard to maintain the friendship,but i really need some time...I rmb once when i quarrel with meiling,i also say to her tat i need some time to cool down,so she leave me alone...So after abt a few days or a week time,we are back together in school,doing duty together and chatting together...So its not tat i cannt accept back the friendship and i also knw tat all those words of yours are just angry words,but i just wanna confirm tat those aren't real...And now i have confirm tat all the words tat u say aren't real...So all i nid now is TIME!!!Hope u are understanding enough to give me,and i have confident tat we will be as close as the past...Hope to see u in orientation...We go together k...I will text u again...

Today when i come back from work,i saw matthew and aaron doing their assessment book,then matthew come and ask me abt his work and its also my favourite subject -- MATHS...But after reading a few question,i realise tat my foundation have really dropped,or is the syallbus and standard have gone up...I dunno,but the standard of primary 5 maths have really gone up...Its lyk secondary school maths...So scary...I feel so stress,after the june holidays,aaron onli left abt 2-3 months before his PSLE,but he have no improvement in any of his subject,instead,all his grades went down...Scary right...This is the worst nightmare i ever had...I'm really scared tat he cannt go up to secondary school...I've been wondering y both his elder sister can study,but he cannt lei...Alhtough my sister did not complete her secondary 2,but everyone knws tat she has the potential to study de,but she dun wan onli...And me is all hardwork...My grades are lousier then hers,but i have peserverance to complete my education and now i'm waiting to continue my tertiary education...I dunno whether all my accomplishment of mine is being blessed my my mother or grandfather up there,but i nid to thank them...Cos whenever i'm stress,i took out my mother picture and talk to her...After talking,i felt better and continue studying...This is the method where i always release my problem and stress form school work and family matter...Thank You mummy =)